06-17-2019, 05:03 AM
Still on ultrasonic e3, went out saturday night with a friend, unfortunately he drank a lot by the time we got out, so we go in one line up he picks the longest line in the street that we wait in for a half an hour and still not even close, we go to another bar, and hes erradict in out in and out of the bar to the outside part asking the same question over and over, says to get a drink then goes off smoking.
So im left standing around like an idiot for over half an hour since just got his drink, what i should of done is drank his drink instead of doing the decent thing holding it for him i paid for it anyway, then when he came back went to another bar waited in line again 2 minutes in that club he was off again, since he didnt listen to anything i said he was arguing when was telling him to go to the club he wants to be at, then i end up go to that club to fall and sprain my wrist on slippery floor and decide to leave he decides to stay even though his partner is at home.
So that was one very frustrating night for me try and do the right thing by people.
What i should of done is just forgot about him not buying any drinks he asked for and try my best to have fun instead spent the whole time waiting around when he was out for a smoke instead of just trying to enjoy the night. The worst part was the woman i do like was actually inside that bar and didnt see her till she left while i was outside, but in saying that i probably wouldnt of approached her directly myself.
Something i clearly need to learn to just relax and do things myself but the whole idea of that night was for him to help me be social but was never around.
Thats where i am hoping e3 will help with confidence so i can go upto strangers and talk to them and not need others around to help be more social.
So it looks like another 100 days of e3 with ultrasonic and see how i go.
As its day 80 today and about 3.5 weeks worth of ultrasonic use in 2 seperate periods where i used us for 2 weeks went to masked then have gone back after shannon mentioned about my hearing that ultrasonic would be best for me so about just over 3 weeks in total so far 3 and half in total on e3 with ultrasonic.
Hopefully the longer im on e3 ultrasonic the better things get.
On a side note i did use ultrasonic for just short of 2 months when on dmsi 3.3.2 earlier in the year. But didnt see much during that time on dmsi but maybe after the next 90 day cycle the new dmsi version will work better after my e3 use.
So im left standing around like an idiot for over half an hour since just got his drink, what i should of done is drank his drink instead of doing the decent thing holding it for him i paid for it anyway, then when he came back went to another bar waited in line again 2 minutes in that club he was off again, since he didnt listen to anything i said he was arguing when was telling him to go to the club he wants to be at, then i end up go to that club to fall and sprain my wrist on slippery floor and decide to leave he decides to stay even though his partner is at home.
So that was one very frustrating night for me try and do the right thing by people.
What i should of done is just forgot about him not buying any drinks he asked for and try my best to have fun instead spent the whole time waiting around when he was out for a smoke instead of just trying to enjoy the night. The worst part was the woman i do like was actually inside that bar and didnt see her till she left while i was outside, but in saying that i probably wouldnt of approached her directly myself.
Something i clearly need to learn to just relax and do things myself but the whole idea of that night was for him to help me be social but was never around.
Thats where i am hoping e3 will help with confidence so i can go upto strangers and talk to them and not need others around to help be more social.
So it looks like another 100 days of e3 with ultrasonic and see how i go.
As its day 80 today and about 3.5 weeks worth of ultrasonic use in 2 seperate periods where i used us for 2 weeks went to masked then have gone back after shannon mentioned about my hearing that ultrasonic would be best for me so about just over 3 weeks in total so far 3 and half in total on e3 with ultrasonic.
Hopefully the longer im on e3 ultrasonic the better things get.
On a side note i did use ultrasonic for just short of 2 months when on dmsi 3.3.2 earlier in the year. But didnt see much during that time on dmsi but maybe after the next 90 day cycle the new dmsi version will work better after my e3 use.
