Yes, I pretty much agree on what you wrote Lano. I to have those irrational fears ( writing, like this, seems to make it more obvioous ). Like last time at the gym, I was wearing headphones and the instruction girl said something to me. I didnt hear what she said, but she responded clearly with interest, as an reaction to me bein mindblown by the pump going on. The other woman got triggered by the social proof and butted in. Its like everywhere I go I have girls line up for me like my own groupies.
Another is, with blond girl at the check out of the local grocery store, I know she is into me, yet feel at times its gettin stale. Sealing the deal would be effortless yet its almost like im freezing, getting vacant and numb/empty. Rolling the sequence of steps is crystal clear to me, but hang ups and insecurities..( alright, this just now comes out effortlessly, its new.. ) its like im still to much a spectator and waiting for her to make the move while at the same time I know I have the resources/skills but is inaccessable midpoint. Which then shifts to self attack :/ its fucked up. Like you say, about havib done and it went fine. Same as with me on that.
Another is, the gasstation girl beamed up like a christmas tree. Commented on how she changed her hair again and she was all smiles and what not, yet, it ended there. Idk man. I get that the sub makes the user MSI, and am aware of myself still basing on the girl/external to seduce, like some sort of neediness. Not always tho.
I know I could pull mode 1 off. Ive been ballsy before more then once in terms of breaking the social norms and taking it into the extreme regarding push pull and being authentic and natural not giving a shit, and its as if my mind goes blank every damn time. I actually love the wild shit. But I still seem to expect lots, like her dropping her number on the receit for example. I gave them these options more then once, like an opener yet maybe its time to cultivate my badboy traits more. Like the darker side of seduction.
ION;
gym goes so hard lately tgat im wanting to go more pro in this. Shifting to such lifestyle including the visualisation of being ripped is such a piece of cake that my life is unfolding into it. Connections go easier, passion is high, hunger is back. Focus, agression, will and drive to push, im doing really good nowadays, which, opens way for more manifestation and unfolding. Very centred and feeling even more mature like an oak lately. Something tells me its subconscious and things have changed. Im having 0 to none issues with my gym thriving. Not to say im gaining results very fast which adds more to the fuell.
Im also thinking about E3, UMS and US/LM. I dont know which FRM version US/LM has tho.
Another is, with blond girl at the check out of the local grocery store, I know she is into me, yet feel at times its gettin stale. Sealing the deal would be effortless yet its almost like im freezing, getting vacant and numb/empty. Rolling the sequence of steps is crystal clear to me, but hang ups and insecurities..( alright, this just now comes out effortlessly, its new.. ) its like im still to much a spectator and waiting for her to make the move while at the same time I know I have the resources/skills but is inaccessable midpoint. Which then shifts to self attack :/ its fucked up. Like you say, about havib done and it went fine. Same as with me on that.
Another is, the gasstation girl beamed up like a christmas tree. Commented on how she changed her hair again and she was all smiles and what not, yet, it ended there. Idk man. I get that the sub makes the user MSI, and am aware of myself still basing on the girl/external to seduce, like some sort of neediness. Not always tho.
I know I could pull mode 1 off. Ive been ballsy before more then once in terms of breaking the social norms and taking it into the extreme regarding push pull and being authentic and natural not giving a shit, and its as if my mind goes blank every damn time. I actually love the wild shit. But I still seem to expect lots, like her dropping her number on the receit for example. I gave them these options more then once, like an opener yet maybe its time to cultivate my badboy traits more. Like the darker side of seduction.
ION;
gym goes so hard lately tgat im wanting to go more pro in this. Shifting to such lifestyle including the visualisation of being ripped is such a piece of cake that my life is unfolding into it. Connections go easier, passion is high, hunger is back. Focus, agression, will and drive to push, im doing really good nowadays, which, opens way for more manifestation and unfolding. Very centred and feeling even more mature like an oak lately. Something tells me its subconscious and things have changed. Im having 0 to none issues with my gym thriving. Not to say im gaining results very fast which adds more to the fuell.
Im also thinking about E3, UMS and US/LM. I dont know which FRM version US/LM has tho.
