06-06-2019, 11:02 AM
Day 45 cont.
Today, making good use of my free time, I found (possibly) complete collection of works of William Walker Atkinson. For those who don't know he's a guy Wikipedia attributes "The Kybalion" to, the book that started my, recently renewed, craze with arcane and Hermetic teachings. And I started to wonder... Why is LTU pushing to learn more on the topic? Is there something in LTU that makes one more focused on spiritual? Or do I simply believe this might give me some powerful tools and it will be extremely useful for me if I learn them? Again, this is one of those "why do I want it" questions I'm having and trying my best to answer.
I was thinking about my weight loss as well. Like I said before I'm almost scared of the rate I'm doing this. To be frank I shouldn't be surprised, the walks are doing wonders and I don't remember the last time I bought a beer or pack of chips for a lonesome evening. However I reassured myself when I realized I don't really notice too many changes. I mean I do, but those are like "aha" moments. For example a couple of days ago I looked on my belt I saw that now I wear it 2 holes above where the previous marks are. And in 2 weeks maybe I'll be comfortable going next hole higher! However, I don't notice gradual changes, like my belly does not seem smaller. This means changes are gradual enough. I hope what I said makes sense.
Last thing I want to point out are reactions from my flatmate. I didn't even realize this, but she pointed out that I started to eat healthier. A couple weeks back she was shocked how well my training goes, how hard and regular it is. It's great to know others notice changes in me, even if I cannot see them
Today, making good use of my free time, I found (possibly) complete collection of works of William Walker Atkinson. For those who don't know he's a guy Wikipedia attributes "The Kybalion" to, the book that started my, recently renewed, craze with arcane and Hermetic teachings. And I started to wonder... Why is LTU pushing to learn more on the topic? Is there something in LTU that makes one more focused on spiritual? Or do I simply believe this might give me some powerful tools and it will be extremely useful for me if I learn them? Again, this is one of those "why do I want it" questions I'm having and trying my best to answer.
I was thinking about my weight loss as well. Like I said before I'm almost scared of the rate I'm doing this. To be frank I shouldn't be surprised, the walks are doing wonders and I don't remember the last time I bought a beer or pack of chips for a lonesome evening. However I reassured myself when I realized I don't really notice too many changes. I mean I do, but those are like "aha" moments. For example a couple of days ago I looked on my belt I saw that now I wear it 2 holes above where the previous marks are. And in 2 weeks maybe I'll be comfortable going next hole higher! However, I don't notice gradual changes, like my belly does not seem smaller. This means changes are gradual enough. I hope what I said makes sense.
Last thing I want to point out are reactions from my flatmate. I didn't even realize this, but she pointed out that I started to eat healthier. A couple weeks back she was shocked how well my training goes, how hard and regular it is. It's great to know others notice changes in me, even if I cannot see them
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
