05-31-2019, 12:31 AM
yes, in the past when we spoke we mentioned about my hearing aids and can use headphones without, but when using speakers must have volume up loud enough to hear clearly.
update after a few days on masked and 2 weeks on ultrasonic plus the remaining on hybrid.
Today i went to the ladies day races, packed full of women, many i know from gym but dont speak to too much but have said hi to some i saw today at the gym. Today i didnt have any confidence to go over and say hi to any of them including one i would have liked to speak to most, and she was there with just one other most of the time and other guys could easily talk to them.
I can use the excuse hard to make conversation as i dont speak loud enough and with all the other noise hard to hear them but really i just didnt have any self confidence in my self to approach and say hi.
Hopefully my 3rd month that starts tomorow and continue with masked might help change that, but was hoping i was going to have more confidence after 2 months of daily listening.
Will keep listening and hoping, and yes i know i still got to act but the reason for the subliminal is to help give me that confidence and self esteem to be able to act, and if i couldnt do it with ones i see and have spoken to in the past makes it a lot harder with strangers.
Im going out tomorow night see if i can be a bit better tomorow.
update after a few days on masked and 2 weeks on ultrasonic plus the remaining on hybrid.
Today i went to the ladies day races, packed full of women, many i know from gym but dont speak to too much but have said hi to some i saw today at the gym. Today i didnt have any confidence to go over and say hi to any of them including one i would have liked to speak to most, and she was there with just one other most of the time and other guys could easily talk to them.
I can use the excuse hard to make conversation as i dont speak loud enough and with all the other noise hard to hear them but really i just didnt have any self confidence in my self to approach and say hi.
Hopefully my 3rd month that starts tomorow and continue with masked might help change that, but was hoping i was going to have more confidence after 2 months of daily listening.
Will keep listening and hoping, and yes i know i still got to act but the reason for the subliminal is to help give me that confidence and self esteem to be able to act, and if i couldnt do it with ones i see and have spoken to in the past makes it a lot harder with strangers.
Im going out tomorow night see if i can be a bit better tomorow.
