Mystic Life - LTU 5

[Mystic Pymp]

Day 30

Very cool. One thing you might not have considered is that alot of issues around weight are actually emotional based, whether it be trauma or stuff from your past.. and food and holding onto weight is a coping mechanism.

So it makes sense that LTU with all it's healing is helping you deal with that. And the other thing is the willpower you're talking about naturally starts to come through when you start healing this stuff.

That's why for people who have struggled with weight, it's not as simple as telling them 'just use willpower' because when your subconscious is going against that then the willpower won't last, but when you naturally heal and shift those emotions then you are able to then take the right actions whether it be changing your eating and sticking to it or working out.

I think your absolutely right. I've been fat ever since I was a little kid with overprotective grandma and I stayed that way my entire life. At my best moments in life I had BMI 25 I believe. It gives me an excuse for being pathetic in all sorts of fields and so why would I want to get rid of that excuse? To finally man up and take responsibility? Funny.

Seriously though great example are women. Because I'm fat I feel unattractive, however DMSI couldn't help me with that. If anything I gained lots of weight ever since I met my ex and only now I'm back to those level for some reason.

I wonder if there is just one cause or if this is some kind of feedback loop. I'm also a little bit worried I might lose my mojo and gain that weight again or I will stagnate at lower but still way too high level. Because, after all, it seems almost scary what might happen if I manage to change "a" to "i" in fat... A whole new world I have never explored, and new is scary.