05-17-2019, 11:14 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-17-2019, 12:28 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Day 48:
I saw a post today by Shannon where he told Cat Man to stop being the man women run away from because they could smell his dishonesty and intention to manipulate them for sex. This isn't exactly what happened with me and my friend, and I was honest about my feelings for her, but I still feel it applies to my situation.
She has lost all her trust for me, sees only the worst about me and refuses to forgive me or accept my apologies.
I am having faith and hoping the "becoming" method can change the relationship I have with her and how she feels about me. The "becoming" method is my only hope.
But first, I have to change myself. Itll take years of sub usage to change myself enough that I become the guy women stop running from, I feel like.
I saw a post today by Shannon where he told Cat Man to stop being the man women run away from because they could smell his dishonesty and intention to manipulate them for sex. This isn't exactly what happened with me and my friend, and I was honest about my feelings for her, but I still feel it applies to my situation.
She has lost all her trust for me, sees only the worst about me and refuses to forgive me or accept my apologies.
I am having faith and hoping the "becoming" method can change the relationship I have with her and how she feels about me. The "becoming" method is my only hope.
But first, I have to change myself. Itll take years of sub usage to change myself enough that I become the guy women stop running from, I feel like.
