05-16-2019, 01:46 PM
(05-16-2019, 11:05 AM)cataleya Wrote: Ok so I decided to experiment. I have shortened the ASRB2 by 3 days. So I had 3 days on, and 4 days off. Three loops ultrasonic while I sleep. Last night I have begun listening to a new cycle. So far, so good. I do not feel exhausted, tired or foggy. I feel normal. On the other hand... I feel like I executed more while I was listening to US/LM3.
Anyway...Today I was suppose to start cold calling to get clients. After pacing for an hour and a half around my room and trying to gather courage to just do it, I finally forced myself to do it. I made one call and it went straight to voicemail. And that was it. I did not have the guts to do more calls. I literally feel completely disgusted with myself. I can't really say what makes me so anxious about the whole thing. On a purely rational level, I know that it's ridiculous. The worst thing that can happen is that they yell at me. But that doesn't change the fact that my emotions are in turmoil. Tomorrow I have to go through the same thing. Hopefully I'll make more calls than one.
I feel and have felt like this too- I read a book called 'go for no' which helped a lot with this.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
