05-16-2019, 01:47 AM
Thanks. I used to go for meditation walks, but I stopped recently. I'll start back up again and then start doing regular meditation if you think that'll help. It's one of those situations where it's hard to heal because I have a hard time finding motivation to do what I need to do, because of these beliefs and feelings I have. And yet what I need to do is stuff that'll heal these beliefs and feelings I have. So it's kind of a catch-22. But I'm ure I can find a way out of it I'll try to start and keep meditating and see if that helps. Although, to be honest, I SUCK at meditation. I can't focus or empty my mind for shit when I'm doing it. Nonetheless, I'll keep at it. Thanks for the advice Greenduck 
