05-12-2019, 02:45 PM
I actually start my 2 day break tomorrow, having run LTU for 4 days. I look forward to it, for during my last break, some vivid realizations appeared for me. I knew it was UD coming out, and I accepted it, for in the moment realizations have thinned out a bit. It was a revelation that I'd distanced myself emotionally from my rule 4 figure, and also, everyone else. I felt no condemnation, just a knowing.
I've read about sub's blooms happening with DMSI mostly, but this was golden.
I know your intellectual fantasy is blooming now too, likely leaning towards MLS again. You found a lot of traction with that one, and you've longed for it in recent months.
I'd wait on jumping, to see what may come. What we avoid often repeats itself in our lives. I'd wait for what you don't see presently. LTU will open your eyes to see something profound in yourself. If you're willing, it'll show itself.
I've read about sub's blooms happening with DMSI mostly, but this was golden.
I know your intellectual fantasy is blooming now too, likely leaning towards MLS again. You found a lot of traction with that one, and you've longed for it in recent months.
I'd wait on jumping, to see what may come. What we avoid often repeats itself in our lives. I'd wait for what you don't see presently. LTU will open your eyes to see something profound in yourself. If you're willing, it'll show itself.
I want to be FREE!
