On April 4th I went on a DMSI break thinking of switching to another program for healing purposes. For some reason the emotional burden went away and I wanted to put DMSI back on and I did on April 25th.
Today was the 11th continuous day of listening and this is my highest ever before needing a break badly. Last time I reached 11 days I wanted that much to stop listening to DMSI that I was ready to throw the phone out of the window.
Last night I was semi-asleep at some point and thinking. Like semi dreaming- being conscious listening to the waves of DMSI. I remember I was thinking that this might be the last night I listen to it as I will need a break to continue listening to it, and then went into a series of thoughts. First I was like no... I like it, I won't stop listening to it yet. Then I felt an emotional attachment to it. Then I wanted to hug it and never leave it and then I remember thinking something in the lines of "my precious!!!" and seeing images from lord of the rings. Yeah at some point I was obviously sleeping-dreaming but I remember it and it was really funny and wanted to share ^_^
Today was the 11th continuous day of listening and this is my highest ever before needing a break badly. Last time I reached 11 days I wanted that much to stop listening to DMSI that I was ready to throw the phone out of the window.
Last night I was semi-asleep at some point and thinking. Like semi dreaming- being conscious listening to the waves of DMSI. I remember I was thinking that this might be the last night I listen to it as I will need a break to continue listening to it, and then went into a series of thoughts. First I was like no... I like it, I won't stop listening to it yet. Then I felt an emotional attachment to it. Then I wanted to hug it and never leave it and then I remember thinking something in the lines of "my precious!!!" and seeing images from lord of the rings. Yeah at some point I was obviously sleeping-dreaming but I remember it and it was really funny and wanted to share ^_^
