Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

That's good to hear! Keep it up! I've gotta get my bachelor's degree, then I can start looking to see if I can do the JET program.

Eh, which country are you in? If in the US I can send you an PM about a few online universities I know that don't cost much and are accredited. They also are a alot quicker. Like my university where I only had to pay 3,200 for a term of 6 months and then within that 6 months I can take as many courses as I want. Had I not procrastinated I could have probably finished during those first 6 months. 

Take a look back on your progress over the last couple years, man.  You have just taken off like a rocket since you started focusing on something other than DMSI.  And with what you're focusing on subliminally, I'm betting that eventually DMSI is going to be amazeballs for you, since it will be better and you will have grown past what was previously holding you back.  I am astonished at your progress since you've been on LTU5!

Thanks @Shannon. Eh, I guess on some level I know I have changed but I guess because of that one technology working so well once a habit sticks it feels like I haven't changed all that much and it feels like I've naturally been like this for a while. I have definitely noticed an increase in my productivity especially over the last week and half though. 

Update: Got my paper sent back this morning with a few corrections. Shouldn't take long since it literally tells me which sections need to be corrected. No word back on the lesson plan and essay submitted for my TEFL certification. Hopefully, I will hear back about that later today or tomorrow. I'm hoping that I will get that one done on the first try without any corrections. In other news the guy I inspired to go to the Philippines after my trip has decided he is going to go back to school (using the same online university I used) to get his degree and pursue the foreigner teacher career. Seems things aren't going that well for him in the Philippines right now with him working for this one American guy. Won't say too much but lets say that this American guy is doing some things that aren't quite legal and he seems to be crappy at teaching this how to do the job. When he told me all this I told him just to get out of that situation, hunker down with whatever funds he has, and enroll in the university to get his degree so he can make decent money that way. 

So, he has decided he's going to do that and hopefully within 6 months he will be able to finish up everything before his funds run out. Lastly, I have noticed one area of resistance lately. I had planned on going to the gym yesterday but put it off. I know why now and it has to do with a certain fear which I feel was one of the primary fears in the way of DMSI that I mentioned. If any of you remember correctly I told you that I had been severally bullied while in Junior and high-school. As a natural consequence of that I started doing things to not draw attention to myself because I saw drawing attention to myself the same as asking to get bullied and emotionally hurt. One of my things was to finally get muscular and big but this seems to be getting in the way. There is still that fear that if I get muscular and big I will draw attention to myself and therefore get the same negative reactions. Hopefully with time this will be cleared away. 

Anyway, that's about it for now. Going to get some more work done so I can get out of this place as soon as possible.