04-28-2019, 08:40 PM
So I'm thinking about the "becoming technique" I realize to myself: Why am I waiting to use this to get my friend back? Until I'm sure it works? I am sure it works. Until I've improved myself enough to be worthy of getting my friend back? I've got to believe I AM worthy, and that I add value to this friends' life and anyone else's life I touch. Maybe I should just focus on getting my friend back now, so it doesn't still bother me. I guess I just have a hard time believing it and I want to give it time so I can be all like "Look how much I've changed" But honestly, why not just trust that the change to myself already made is sufficient and believe my friend can see the value in me? It's really all about the value I see in myself. I'm still not convinced I'm worthy. I need to believe I am.
