04-27-2019, 11:09 PM
Completed 28 days of listening so far of e3, i may feel slightly more relaxed and confident in already comfortable situations, new situations no difference. Confidence with women self esteem wise no different after 28 days. Had a chance last night a lady was going out for first time in a while could of asked to join her since would of liked to gone out but not much fun on your own but chose not to, if my self esteem and confidence in myself was higher then i would of asked to just join her outright but didnt.
So if self esteem is doing anything its impossible to see so far.
Positive attitude maybe at times briefly, but i really want to put some fake friends in their place with the games they play, but i shouldnt expect better from 20-22 year olds to do the right thing most nowadays got no idea what that is.
Detox dont know if anything is happening there all week been eating junk food.
i guess i got another 62 days of listening to go to see if something starts to happen, but this program is meant to be making us move forward at a bare minimum amount and so far im just not seeing any forward move towards improving yet.
Will see how the next month goes.
So if self esteem is doing anything its impossible to see so far.
Positive attitude maybe at times briefly, but i really want to put some fake friends in their place with the games they play, but i shouldnt expect better from 20-22 year olds to do the right thing most nowadays got no idea what that is.
Detox dont know if anything is happening there all week been eating junk food.
i guess i got another 62 days of listening to go to see if something starts to happen, but this program is meant to be making us move forward at a bare minimum amount and so far im just not seeing any forward move towards improving yet.
Will see how the next month goes.
