Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Detoxifying your mind, body and emotions.  As well as you are responding to this program, I think in your case it may be worth doing 6 to 12 months of it.  Not that I expect you will, but I think that would be very good for you.

If you say so I will really think about it then. Part of me wants to do the 3 months then move on to UMS because I could really use the wealth right now and since I only have 5 years before I would have to move permanently back to Indonesia. Granted, if the LM component succeeds in getting me a high paying job in Saudi Arabia, Dubai, or China then I might be able to hold off on UMS for a bit longer. If running this for that long can bring me to some higher base level than what I'm at that will make other subs work better I might well consider it then not because I'm looking forward to sticking to one sub for 6 months but if it makes everything else work better and I have to deal with less garbage in the long term then I guess it would be best. 

I just hope if I do this that at some point there is some kind of tip over to the subs side. As of now it feels like i'm going through waves of resistance. It seems like I'm doing better than ok then something major needs to be worked on in which I feel not as great or neutral for the next 1 or 2, and then its dealt with till the cycle repeats again. I'm guessing though that will start to change over the months right? @Shannon 

Small update: Submitted 4 different papers last night for a class and then woke up to them all being graded with a passing grade this morning. So I'm down to 3 classes and will try to get another done today (a finance Class). If I keep this up I should be done this coming week if I can get my huge paper done for the last class on time.