Shifting Gears (LTU 5.0)

[findingme]

For myself, I wasn't emotionless. The first days I had too much emotion, so I intentionally tried to stifle it. That was uncomfortable. When tears finally came through, I let them out, and with it, the fear I'd lose control every time I felt strong emotions brewing.

Emotionless AND remarkably tired says you may be trying to repress emotions, so I mention this. They did come on hard and fast, so I was scared initially.

I like your journals, so I look forward to reading your LTU experiences.