04-21-2019, 01:42 PM
Day 1:
Noticed that I feel emotionless and woke up remarkably tired. Had to lay back down after being awake for 45 minutes. What I noticed when I got back up is that although I still felt a bit tired, I was motivated to push through and get everything I set out to do for the day accomplished. Once I was done with my tasks I decided to visit my mother. Walked outside and had a flat tire. Instead of getting irrationally irritated and complaining like I usually would, I simply got to work changing the tire, then finding an auto shop that could either repair or replace the tire. Luckily instead of spending the money to replace it, I only had to get the nail removed and the hole plugged which only cost $10. Looks like USLM is working already, I set a specific intention to have the tire be simply repaired, quickly and cheaply, and it worked.
I’m theorizing the “emotionless” feeling is a ME/E3/UD combination, working to emotionally reset me so that LTU can build a new foundation internally. I had a similar feeling for a time on E2. I don’t particularly enjoy it, but it’s better than being ungrounded.
Noticed that I feel emotionless and woke up remarkably tired. Had to lay back down after being awake for 45 minutes. What I noticed when I got back up is that although I still felt a bit tired, I was motivated to push through and get everything I set out to do for the day accomplished. Once I was done with my tasks I decided to visit my mother. Walked outside and had a flat tire. Instead of getting irrationally irritated and complaining like I usually would, I simply got to work changing the tire, then finding an auto shop that could either repair or replace the tire. Luckily instead of spending the money to replace it, I only had to get the nail removed and the hole plugged which only cost $10. Looks like USLM is working already, I set a specific intention to have the tire be simply repaired, quickly and cheaply, and it worked.
I’m theorizing the “emotionless” feeling is a ME/E3/UD combination, working to emotionally reset me so that LTU can build a new foundation internally. I had a similar feeling for a time on E2. I don’t particularly enjoy it, but it’s better than being ungrounded.
