04-16-2019, 10:17 AM
DMSI 3.3.1D Day 84
This is going to probably be my penultimate update on DMSI. Like as said before I wanted to do 90 days of DMSI and those are nearly at the end. Soon I'll be switching to LTU.
How do I feel? Quite bad. There's been some ups in my life recently but over my motivation is weak. I am able to force myself to work, but once I get back home I'm useless. My dad's death hit me harder than I'm willing to admit.
What about women? Nothing, but to be honest I'm not looking for anything and I don't even want to.
How do I rate DMSI? Surprisingly good to be honest. If anything I feel like these past weeks would be way, way worse without it.
Will I run it again in the future? Sure, although it will depend on the circumstances. I want to run LTU for 6 months at least and see where it will lead me from there. I think there is no point in running DMSI again until I regain control over my life and this will be my overarching goal for LTU.
This is going to probably be my penultimate update on DMSI. Like as said before I wanted to do 90 days of DMSI and those are nearly at the end. Soon I'll be switching to LTU.
How do I feel? Quite bad. There's been some ups in my life recently but over my motivation is weak. I am able to force myself to work, but once I get back home I'm useless. My dad's death hit me harder than I'm willing to admit.
What about women? Nothing, but to be honest I'm not looking for anything and I don't even want to.
How do I rate DMSI? Surprisingly good to be honest. If anything I feel like these past weeks would be way, way worse without it.
Will I run it again in the future? Sure, although it will depend on the circumstances. I want to run LTU for 6 months at least and see where it will lead me from there. I think there is no point in running DMSI again until I regain control over my life and this will be my overarching goal for LTU.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
