04-10-2019, 05:51 PM
None of this insight does anything. Its always some digging, a perceived breakthrough, then back to old ways once I realize I haven't actually solved anything. I'm not saying nothing is happening or changing. I'm saying I have a tendency to think I can push it along faster by ruminating on stuff too much. If anything I'm beginning to suspect these epiphanies are more like resistance tactics. Convincing myself of change or improvement that really isn't there because I'm too afraid to take the actual steps to achieving it.
I hate my mind.
I hate my mind.
INFP
