04-01-2019, 11:40 PM
This morning 2 hot women gave me the eyes. I felt insecure as fuck. Confidence shot and im done with that. Now, I know what it is tho. So now I can deal with it. My subc is slowly picking up.
Came into work, F started busting my balls. I became angry and my body started shaking. To be "non reactive" isnt always good. My body feels somewhat shaken awake due to it and I realize, getting angry is actually helpfull and powerfull, like I had on AM6. The not reacting, because the other frame eould win is actually fear. Its driven by fear. Its bullshit.
Came into work, F started busting my balls. I became angry and my body started shaking. To be "non reactive" isnt always good. My body feels somewhat shaken awake due to it and I realize, getting angry is actually helpfull and powerfull, like I had on AM6. The not reacting, because the other frame eould win is actually fear. Its driven by fear. Its bullshit.