04-01-2019, 04:19 AM
$1500! just as I was gonna get it for my girlfriend haha
So things seem to be getting back on track with regular use of LTU, starting with actively finding myself listing the things i'm grateful for. I'm also automatically finding active ways to look at things and people in a new light, I've been so negative toward and about people lately and it was killing my connection to them; now I find myself listing off all the valuable and good things about them - it's harder to dislike someone when you've reminded yourself of their virtues.
I've got, once again, a number of social events coming up which i'm looking forward to - so will reconnect with a number of friends this month.
Something weird i'm noticing is that as soon as I start to drift off to sleep my mind goes into a crystal clear memory review mode; sorting through people and events in such clear detail it scares me - because it almost feels like it's happening now and that's what I've seen people with things like alzheimers go through.
So things seem to be getting back on track with regular use of LTU, starting with actively finding myself listing the things i'm grateful for. I'm also automatically finding active ways to look at things and people in a new light, I've been so negative toward and about people lately and it was killing my connection to them; now I find myself listing off all the valuable and good things about them - it's harder to dislike someone when you've reminded yourself of their virtues.
I've got, once again, a number of social events coming up which i'm looking forward to - so will reconnect with a number of friends this month.
Something weird i'm noticing is that as soon as I start to drift off to sleep my mind goes into a crystal clear memory review mode; sorting through people and events in such clear detail it scares me - because it almost feels like it's happening now and that's what I've seen people with things like alzheimers go through.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
