03-30-2019, 02:02 PM
(03-30-2019, 01:33 PM)Hittman1124 Wrote:(03-29-2019, 03:59 PM)JakeKennedy Wrote: In response to @Hittman1124 thanks for asking about my LTU experience and bringing to my attention the fact my journals were not accurately named! I would have considered myself a happy person my entire life. Since beginning LTU5 I don’t feel happier but I feel unhappy less. Confidence has increased but it doesn’t feel like the super high invincible confidence of ASC so far. It’s feels like the FRM is slowly chipping away at fears so confidence has increased as a byproduct of less fear. Now motivation is the interesting one. I actually feel less motivated than normal but have been getting more stuff done. I was actually thinking a few days ago about how unmotivated I have been feeling. (I use a customized version of David Allan’s “Getting Things Done” list system) But then I realized I may not have felt motivated I have been knocking items off my checklists more consistently and timely than ever. I think in the past I needed to “feel motivated” but now I just get sh*t done regardless of how I feel. Hope that helps. Any other questions ask away.
Thanks for your reply Jake.
Let me ask you this, I suffer from an inferiority complex, I really do have a terrible memory and my ability think on my feet could be a lot better.
This causes me to be very insecure in social situations. Has this sub had an impact on your social grace?
What would you say are the 3 biggest thibgs you’ve gotten from LTU so far. Thanks in advance for your reply.
In my opinion being able to think on your feet is a skill. However if anxiety is high your thinking will be cloudy in these situations. Why do we generally have anxiety..... Fear. Once the FRM has time to deal with fears anxiety should decrease and thinking should be more clear and sharp. This has been my experience.
Grit