Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Very nice. I brought LTU before the price increase to put away for usage at some stage due to other things i'm dealing with. But you're almost convincing me to start it earlier.

I wouldn't stop it after 2 months with what you're noticing, especially with the struggles you've had on other programs and now LTU is giving you these results. It sounds like exactly what you needed! And I think switching to UMS too soon would be a disservice to you.

Is this 'not being needy for women' just since doing LTU aswell? Awesome result. That is a big shift in mindset.

I'm sure you've noticed that there seems to be this tendency that's growing where these women have all these standards, to a stupid level but for men to have standards it's somehow framed as abusive or being an*****which is bs. The obvious interpretation is that the women framing it as that know they can't live up to standards a guy has where a guy will finally stand up to her bs so there's that initial thing.

But it's awesome to be able to have that. And not caring what they think about it.

Eh, I do get that feel quite honestly. When I think about switching from this sub I get this feeling of not wanting to do so. Thing is eventually I will have to. Whether that is at the 2 month mark or at the 3 month mark. Funny enough part of me hopes that UMS comes out at the 3 month mark instead, so around May 25th or so. I just really am going to need to run UMS eventually due to needing to reach some financial goals if I want to go to take time off to go to medical school once MLS 6G is out. This has become even more important since I just recently talked to the Indonesian chick. We talked for a bit and we got on the idea if possible she might try to study nursing as well (assuming we end up together) and then we might end up with our own clinic in her country when we move there permanently. If all goes according to plan then after studying in Poland I will take up a medical job in Hong Kong or Dubai (most likely Dubai for higher pay) for a few years and then use the money saved up to buy a home in her country and a building to use as a clinic. 

There was something else that came up that I found encouraging and interesting. Before I had mentioned about me using subs (not too much info) and I was surprised that she did already know about things like the subconscious mind, etc. With that prior knowledge it was easy to explain what little I let her know about Shannon's subs. What really interested me though is that with this recent conversation I admitted to her that I probably wasn't going to do the medical thing until MLS 6G was out. This led me to asking her if she wouldn't mind getting a copy and listening to it as well if she ended up studying nursing. She actually said yes and had no problem with it. Well @Shannon it looks like you already have two guaranteed buyers for MLS 6G when it comes out rofl. 

On the previous subject though in order to make this all work I'm probably going to have to run UMS for like 1-2 years straight if not longer until MLS 6G comes out. Need to make sure I am financially secure since if I get into the medical program in Poland I'm going to have to spend like 12k per year on tuition, etc and then maybe another 14k on like living expenses. So I'm going to have to have some major passive income to support myself or own some income generating real estate. Needless to say this is probably going to be the longest I have ever ran a sub for. 

 Btw @Benjamin as for the non needy stuff. I got a bit of that on 3.3 but I feel like it became way lot stronger on LTU since LTU was working more directly on building me up as a person. Also I do know about what you eluded to and I generally don't have time , especially now, for dealing with women like that. I find usually they are a waste of time. I find generally, women who have outrageous requirements for men have really big egos and think they are way more important than they actually are. One could blame this on all the armies of "thirsty" betas who give them attention and gifts all the time and this makes the women severally overestimate their own self worth. Generally basing their self worth on their looks instead of actually important things that they could bring to a relationship. 

I find such women aren't even worth it really. Not to seem crass but I feel like all the attention from thirsty cucks has deluded them into thinking that the only thing they need to offer in a relationship is the thing between their legs. I mean for the women I'm speaking to now, she is good looking and has a good body but most importantly she has shown me so far that she is of good character, has a decent personality, and is willing to continual improve herself. I can't say that I have met many women who especially have that last trait I mentioned. I have actually told her about this myself that this is the main reason she still holds my interest. I mean the fact that she is willing to keep working out to maintain her attractiveness for me is an added bonus as well   (she doesn't want to let herself go like many other women do).

Anyway, we shall see what happens. I really hope UMS, whenever I get to using it, will be able to deliver after like 1-2 years of straight usage. I might end up actually skipping out on DMSI final as well honestly because I really need to focus on this for my goals. I will probably download DMSI final but not use it until my goal with UMS is fulfilled. Also, starting to tonight I will be using the hybrid format. I usually just use ultrasonic because it allows me to listen to music and do other things. Also I find mask seems to irritate me a bit. So I don't normally like using it but I might as well try it out now and see if it ends up giving me more benefits due to the added power. 

P.S. Funny enough when I suggested to the Indonesian chick about possibly studying Nursing to help me out she had mentioned that nursing was a dream of hers since she was in middle school and she didn't get to it because of having to help out her family. More and more I'm finding me and her have all these goals and other things in common that its scary.