03-30-2019, 06:11 AM
Stage 6, Day 21:
well I guess as it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end. Opportunities and ideas popping up out the wazoo. On a personal note, I've let go of the feeling of uncertainty I had about who I'm becoming. I don't necessarily feel stuck at the "zenith point" any longer, but also have no idea where I'm headed in my internal journey, and yet I'm just fine with that. I get the sense that one way or another everything will be fine.
I also have come to terms with the fact that I no longer lust after material things like I did years ago, but do feel that being an entrepreneur is still important in order to give me the sense of control that I'm going to need in order to live my life the way I want.
It's been tough not to switch to LTU 5 and yet I feel like I'm getting TID from it. I've been focused on detoxing my body heavily through the use of herbs, and I've been coughing up old mucus everyday this week. I'm thinking of starting LTU 5 April 21, 2019 or in May. Either way I'm hoping that it helps build upon what BASE has accomplished thus far, including the random manifestations of money like to two I got this week.
One was being refunded for my life insurance policy being termed without me knowing, which I'm of course not happy about, but at least the money was paid back quickly, and I also received a check from a company that I also owe a debt too...never heard of that happening to anyone before lol. Funny thing is, they paid me more than what I've paid them back thus far.
well I guess as it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end. Opportunities and ideas popping up out the wazoo. On a personal note, I've let go of the feeling of uncertainty I had about who I'm becoming. I don't necessarily feel stuck at the "zenith point" any longer, but also have no idea where I'm headed in my internal journey, and yet I'm just fine with that. I get the sense that one way or another everything will be fine.
I also have come to terms with the fact that I no longer lust after material things like I did years ago, but do feel that being an entrepreneur is still important in order to give me the sense of control that I'm going to need in order to live my life the way I want.
It's been tough not to switch to LTU 5 and yet I feel like I'm getting TID from it. I've been focused on detoxing my body heavily through the use of herbs, and I've been coughing up old mucus everyday this week. I'm thinking of starting LTU 5 April 21, 2019 or in May. Either way I'm hoping that it helps build upon what BASE has accomplished thus far, including the random manifestations of money like to two I got this week.
One was being refunded for my life insurance policy being termed without me knowing, which I'm of course not happy about, but at least the money was paid back quickly, and I also received a check from a company that I also owe a debt too...never heard of that happening to anyone before lol. Funny thing is, they paid me more than what I've paid them back thus far.