Thanks @Greenduck , I appreciate it.
So...
Right now im sweating hard. My inner speech has changed to pretty much 'fuckboi' in tone, or I listened/watched to much Hector Castillo from girlschase haha.
Now, this noon, my energy shifted, from whatever to pretty much strong alpha energy. I realized how my home is an extention from me/my territory, so I cleaned it up. It was instant action taking. Good, I love that. Assertiveness, calling out, I see the underlaying, the gaps in between my thoughts. Whats also beneath all of tgis is one sexy orgasmic mofo. It blew me away.
Im starting to see the universe as a female. Dont ask me why, idk.
Also, assertiveness is sexy. Leading, confidence, letting people go that aint on my vibe/are fucking with my vibe. There are always people out there. My pack is also there. Life is always in flux.
Also, Im literally hot atm, sweating. Im more focussed on myself and the last few days, my energy was demanded for pure inner work.
I want to get on the level that I lock eyes with a girl, and am like "your so pretty" women seem to love it. Now there is also the dominant lust, fucking, boldness frame which seems to work well in a certain age group. Pure sexual frame from the get go, celebrate it. Make em smile, have fun, fuck their brains out.
At work women are over the top touchy and seducing. When eye contact is on( women at work seek it with me) they are overtly trying to srduce me. Rubbingmy back, stroking me, taking me apart and all are sad when I leave.now, im prolly displaying strong lover traits. Other coworkers are even pointing it out. It make some girls attract harder even at work, like Z and "I"
Now, with eye contact. Its really shifty. Or im holding strong eye contact but there seems to be a fear off going balls to the walls with that. The I know that you know that I know you know. I want openly seduction now. Irrational confidence/overarched confidence is also a thing. Sex us raw, why not displaying it. Im not just a lusty mofo, thete are way more other things in the mux.
Sonething is telling me im bein set up for threesomes. Women obviously crave me but I can feel it, see it, sense it.my skills are skyrocketing at this point. Even smalltalk is magickal. Im flirty as fuck nowadays with women. Women light up like christmastrees, when I greet them. Its like finally someone noticibg them and am hit with, im not sure what the word is, its like I am captivated by their feminine beauty. Its almost intuitive, and havibg another extra sense. I love it.
Im realizing how less sense resistance makes.
Also im starting to get to the gist off my struggle. Its a lack of solid masculine traits such as assertiveness. Im focussing yo much on the lack, always "trying" to nurture and cultivate some traits while im already there. Whats up with that? All is flowing for example, being on autopilot yet im not fully satisfied. It feels shallow and like chore sometimes.
I notice how subtle some energy influences can be. Its like a distortion in the frequency wave. Like something muddly and not totally smooth, like something nagging. Also, vibe is hella key.
I also met my future self. Holy shit it was beautiful. Speechless. Multilayered and so goddamn freeing and assuring. Damn.
I want to do so much with girls now. Im having fullblown threesome visuals going on, im having a strong sexual outlook I want to communicate unapologetically through my eyes, yet its there and prolly more present then im aware off. Im feeling really secure in my bedroom skills and realize I have many experiences in the past regarding girls. Its all so familiar and relatable.
Im also way to hard on myself. It shuts out women I think. Being not so hard on myself and basically appreciating myself more for lack of better terms ( loving myself ) is something to work on. It makes me more open to allow.
Its an attitude. Im following my desires amd also having my entrepreneur blood flowing again. It somewhat slipped in passiveness but yeah, its time to grow up right?
So...
Right now im sweating hard. My inner speech has changed to pretty much 'fuckboi' in tone, or I listened/watched to much Hector Castillo from girlschase haha.
Now, this noon, my energy shifted, from whatever to pretty much strong alpha energy. I realized how my home is an extention from me/my territory, so I cleaned it up. It was instant action taking. Good, I love that. Assertiveness, calling out, I see the underlaying, the gaps in between my thoughts. Whats also beneath all of tgis is one sexy orgasmic mofo. It blew me away.
Im starting to see the universe as a female. Dont ask me why, idk.
Also, assertiveness is sexy. Leading, confidence, letting people go that aint on my vibe/are fucking with my vibe. There are always people out there. My pack is also there. Life is always in flux.
Also, Im literally hot atm, sweating. Im more focussed on myself and the last few days, my energy was demanded for pure inner work.
I want to get on the level that I lock eyes with a girl, and am like "your so pretty" women seem to love it. Now there is also the dominant lust, fucking, boldness frame which seems to work well in a certain age group. Pure sexual frame from the get go, celebrate it. Make em smile, have fun, fuck their brains out.
At work women are over the top touchy and seducing. When eye contact is on( women at work seek it with me) they are overtly trying to srduce me. Rubbingmy back, stroking me, taking me apart and all are sad when I leave.now, im prolly displaying strong lover traits. Other coworkers are even pointing it out. It make some girls attract harder even at work, like Z and "I"
Now, with eye contact. Its really shifty. Or im holding strong eye contact but there seems to be a fear off going balls to the walls with that. The I know that you know that I know you know. I want openly seduction now. Irrational confidence/overarched confidence is also a thing. Sex us raw, why not displaying it. Im not just a lusty mofo, thete are way more other things in the mux.
Sonething is telling me im bein set up for threesomes. Women obviously crave me but I can feel it, see it, sense it.my skills are skyrocketing at this point. Even smalltalk is magickal. Im flirty as fuck nowadays with women. Women light up like christmastrees, when I greet them. Its like finally someone noticibg them and am hit with, im not sure what the word is, its like I am captivated by their feminine beauty. Its almost intuitive, and havibg another extra sense. I love it.
Im realizing how less sense resistance makes.
Also im starting to get to the gist off my struggle. Its a lack of solid masculine traits such as assertiveness. Im focussing yo much on the lack, always "trying" to nurture and cultivate some traits while im already there. Whats up with that? All is flowing for example, being on autopilot yet im not fully satisfied. It feels shallow and like chore sometimes.
I notice how subtle some energy influences can be. Its like a distortion in the frequency wave. Like something muddly and not totally smooth, like something nagging. Also, vibe is hella key.
I also met my future self. Holy shit it was beautiful. Speechless. Multilayered and so goddamn freeing and assuring. Damn.
I want to do so much with girls now. Im having fullblown threesome visuals going on, im having a strong sexual outlook I want to communicate unapologetically through my eyes, yet its there and prolly more present then im aware off. Im feeling really secure in my bedroom skills and realize I have many experiences in the past regarding girls. Its all so familiar and relatable.
Im also way to hard on myself. It shuts out women I think. Being not so hard on myself and basically appreciating myself more for lack of better terms ( loving myself ) is something to work on. It makes me more open to allow.
Its an attitude. Im following my desires amd also having my entrepreneur blood flowing again. It somewhat slipped in passiveness but yeah, its time to grow up right?
