Honestly AYP isn't a solution in this case from all you've written about this, it only seems it is. If you suddenly attract a girlfriend it may be that you sabotage it, still feel lonely and not good enough when she's not around so be too needy and push her away.
So as recommeded a few times E3 (out very soon) and LTU would be more preferable. And as a sideeffect the healing and such it will take you through will help you connect with people better. As i've said from what i've read from you, the trauma and insecurities and such are the issues that are stopping you from connecting more than anything else.
I can say these things from experience, being with more women than most people I know and I didn't necessarily feel better about myself except for temporarily when I was with them, so it wasn't totally genuine.
If I use another member as an example who was using AYP for a long time without results, frankly his issues and very weird thinking would have turned off almost any girl who he would potentially attract which is one reason he wasn't getting results.
So as recommeded a few times E3 (out very soon) and LTU would be more preferable. And as a sideeffect the healing and such it will take you through will help you connect with people better. As i've said from what i've read from you, the trauma and insecurities and such are the issues that are stopping you from connecting more than anything else.
I can say these things from experience, being with more women than most people I know and I didn't necessarily feel better about myself except for temporarily when I was with them, so it wasn't totally genuine.
If I use another member as an example who was using AYP for a long time without results, frankly his issues and very weird thinking would have turned off almost any girl who he would potentially attract which is one reason he wasn't getting results.