03-25-2019, 11:09 AM
DMSI 3.3.1D Day 62
Just so you know I'm not entirely sure if my counting of days is spot-on, I might have missed or gained one day somewhere down the line. I know however that I'm on the second day of the series and I have (together with the current one) 3 series left to go. So day 62 that is.
Thanks everyone for the condolences, I appreciate that. As for how I deal with this... not too well I'm afraid, but not abysmally either. For the most part I function well and I'm back at work. I feel lost and overburdened sometimes, but I think it's not that strange. I have this feeling I need to man the f**k up and stop complaining, but I'll give myself a little bit more time to go through the emotions.
As for my habits it's a missed bag. I completely stopped working out (I'm just too weak for that) but other than that things are not terrible. After complete relapse after my dad died I'm back at smoking control, NoFap is also going relatively strong. I'd love to focus more on my work, but other circumstances are not helping me too much, not to mention I often feel simply too weak to do some more than mere minimum. However right now I'm preparing for my official trip to Rome due next week and I hope to get back to it 150% after the trip.
If you have any questions/comments I'd be happy to answer. I wasn't posting in a long time and, to be frank, I miss willingness to focus on the goals of DMSI due to circumstances. However I still very much enjoy the sub and I will see it through to the 90 days mark. After that I will switch to LTU starting 1st of May I think.
Just so you know I'm not entirely sure if my counting of days is spot-on, I might have missed or gained one day somewhere down the line. I know however that I'm on the second day of the series and I have (together with the current one) 3 series left to go. So day 62 that is.
Thanks everyone for the condolences, I appreciate that. As for how I deal with this... not too well I'm afraid, but not abysmally either. For the most part I function well and I'm back at work. I feel lost and overburdened sometimes, but I think it's not that strange. I have this feeling I need to man the f**k up and stop complaining, but I'll give myself a little bit more time to go through the emotions.
As for my habits it's a missed bag. I completely stopped working out (I'm just too weak for that) but other than that things are not terrible. After complete relapse after my dad died I'm back at smoking control, NoFap is also going relatively strong. I'd love to focus more on my work, but other circumstances are not helping me too much, not to mention I often feel simply too weak to do some more than mere minimum. However right now I'm preparing for my official trip to Rome due next week and I hope to get back to it 150% after the trip.
If you have any questions/comments I'd be happy to answer. I wasn't posting in a long time and, to be frank, I miss willingness to focus on the goals of DMSI due to circumstances. However I still very much enjoy the sub and I will see it through to the 90 days mark. After that I will switch to LTU starting 1st of May I think.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
