Subs that help with crippling loneliness.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I noticed today how that lonely feeling went away now that I am listening to these subs.  Also the awkwardness of being alone in social situations.  I don't need to have a "friend" there with me to make me look good anymore.  I don't desire people's approval or having them like me to make me "look better" socially, because it's happening now.  

I remembered today how I spent so many years in a relationship and I was still terribly lonely.  I wish I had gone back to college, so that at least I would have focused on something else that was productive.  I was so down about everything that I did not want to go back to college at the time.  

All the subs that I have listened to have been for women, other than DMSI 3.2.    I'm sure that you will get great advice, but I thought that I would share that with you because I don't think that it's a coincidence that I reflected on that today now that you mentioned what you're going through.  Things will improve for you, too!  You are not alone.

Thanks Infinite. It's not just a matter of needing approval though, it's a matter of needing connection. 

My hope is that listening to APRL will help me get a close connection, so then I could just focus on all my other problems with E2 or LTU5 without feeling lonely.

I hope that when I get my perfect lover, I won't be so messed up by my problems as to feel lonely anyway.

Still, thanks for the support! I really appreciate it