03-15-2019, 05:21 AM
- bodylanguage keep improving
-heart is opening up, coming clean to my heart desire.
Vulnerability is huge.
- im feeling very non needy, grounded. Social anxiety is obliterated and I recognize how some mindsets are to be ditched totally. Like today, when greeting women, young to old, women are beautiful.
Im getting to my most attractive authentic self. Still, its about relaxing, not adding anything to it.
- my sleep is more restless lately. Last night I couldnt stand listening to the loops. Agitating. It is needed tho.
- internals/externals. Thats a big one. Im feeling amazing nowadays. Not always. Im still having some triggers going on. For example, there are days that the externals are big and obvious. Yet my internals are in scrambles. It seems to not matter.
Way less selfconscious.
Im picking up meditation again. Not trying to do anything but watching. Nopmo/nopmo goes really strong.
-procrastination is really down.
- came across a article about arrogance, as a tool for growth. Myself, my needs first. Im no stranger to this arrogance, not at all. Its refreshing to read it as it helps me remember some traits. I mean, playing it safe aint my thing. Its also helping me in my selflove towards myself, to be assertive, objectively understanding traits. Asshole phase is lingering around already more. It. Also, through asserting myself, im learing about my desires. With playing safe, I mean certain beliefs, fears meddle in at times ( should I compliment? No its needy) that kinda stuff.
Some traits are simple traits that are a turn-on. Its what it is, its usefull.
-heart is opening up, coming clean to my heart desire.
Vulnerability is huge.
- im feeling very non needy, grounded. Social anxiety is obliterated and I recognize how some mindsets are to be ditched totally. Like today, when greeting women, young to old, women are beautiful.
Im getting to my most attractive authentic self. Still, its about relaxing, not adding anything to it.
- my sleep is more restless lately. Last night I couldnt stand listening to the loops. Agitating. It is needed tho.
- internals/externals. Thats a big one. Im feeling amazing nowadays. Not always. Im still having some triggers going on. For example, there are days that the externals are big and obvious. Yet my internals are in scrambles. It seems to not matter.
Way less selfconscious.
Im picking up meditation again. Not trying to do anything but watching. Nopmo/nopmo goes really strong.
-procrastination is really down.
- came across a article about arrogance, as a tool for growth. Myself, my needs first. Im no stranger to this arrogance, not at all. Its refreshing to read it as it helps me remember some traits. I mean, playing it safe aint my thing. Its also helping me in my selflove towards myself, to be assertive, objectively understanding traits. Asshole phase is lingering around already more. It. Also, through asserting myself, im learing about my desires. With playing safe, I mean certain beliefs, fears meddle in at times ( should I compliment? No its needy) that kinda stuff.
Some traits are simple traits that are a turn-on. Its what it is, its usefull.
