05-06-2012, 10:30 AM
I went to a Vietnamese restaurant by myself. Haven't been there for many years. Noticed what was going on around the tables. A nice, single woman to the left. After some time, I turned my head and we looked at each other, but damn, I forgot to say "Hi". Must always remember to say "Hi". The waitress gave me attention on how to mix the sauces and eat the food in the right way. Some other fellow working there started telling me about his sinuses problem. This was all a little strange and unusual.
Last night at the samba party, the insanely fit and sexy dance instructor came over and said "So, you came after all, it makes me happy", and gave me a hug. I didn't now what to say, so I just said "Thank you".
I left the last dancing session early. The instructor asked me to come over with her behind a curtain, giving a twinkle to the other women. Suddenly I felt like 10 years old. She gave me some private instructions on how a man should dance. She said I should practice a lot until she comes back next time. Why not, I would be really something to be able dance with a woman like that. Maybe I have been watching her unbelievable bum going everywhere too much :-)
I have started reading about seduction. I want a woman, so somehow I will have to seduce somebody, or somebody will have to seduce me. Seduction seems very intricate, it happens on many levels, and in many areas, not only in sexual relationships. Before, I have never had any interest in this subject. I have felt it was wrong in a way. I have probably been mistaken.
I have stopped singing in the local church choir. I am too busy. I will take it up next year.
Tomorrow I will start stage 5 of AM2011.
Last night at the samba party, the insanely fit and sexy dance instructor came over and said "So, you came after all, it makes me happy", and gave me a hug. I didn't now what to say, so I just said "Thank you".
I left the last dancing session early. The instructor asked me to come over with her behind a curtain, giving a twinkle to the other women. Suddenly I felt like 10 years old. She gave me some private instructions on how a man should dance. She said I should practice a lot until she comes back next time. Why not, I would be really something to be able dance with a woman like that. Maybe I have been watching her unbelievable bum going everywhere too much :-)
I have started reading about seduction. I want a woman, so somehow I will have to seduce somebody, or somebody will have to seduce me. Seduction seems very intricate, it happens on many levels, and in many areas, not only in sexual relationships. Before, I have never had any interest in this subject. I have felt it was wrong in a way. I have probably been mistaken.
I have stopped singing in the local church choir. I am too busy. I will take it up next year.
Tomorrow I will start stage 5 of AM2011.
