So it's a few days in. LTU5 is weird..but good
for one thing I really can't take caffeine now. I become almost numb and autistic - i'm assuming that after years of over consumption of it i'd lost sensitivity, but now i'm healing that sensitivity is back. I'm so in the habit though that I have to drink something like peppermint tea or earl grey just to have something to sip on.
I'm not feeling the euphoria of LTU4, I had issues with USLM3 because it left me with a range of emotion which was feeling nothing to great and engaged, in a sense I had a complete negativity shield - which is a bit gross because I wasn't feeling the burn to deal with important issues, instead procrastination was setting in and numbness. LTU5 I'm not numb to the negativity of not doing what I have to do, I do have the ability to go for short term pain and acceptance for long term gain - this is extremely important to me.
I feel like up to USLM 3 I was doing incredibly but then it all just went to shit (in terms of my personal well being, my character - and not in terms of some good luck). I've gone to LTU5 because i'm hoping that with the UM, UD and other goals it will temper the narrowness and non adaptability of USLM which I experience.
also I got honest and realised I don't know jack about doing business myself; I was really fortunate to come across someone willing to coach me for free to getting my first sale online. I feel like for the first time i'm actually on a track where I can actually start something for myself for real - rather than bluster my way through getting investment for some big idea that doesn't have proper foundations. I don't even care if I make a lot of money or not the learning will be invaluable.
for one thing I really can't take caffeine now. I become almost numb and autistic - i'm assuming that after years of over consumption of it i'd lost sensitivity, but now i'm healing that sensitivity is back. I'm so in the habit though that I have to drink something like peppermint tea or earl grey just to have something to sip on.
I'm not feeling the euphoria of LTU4, I had issues with USLM3 because it left me with a range of emotion which was feeling nothing to great and engaged, in a sense I had a complete negativity shield - which is a bit gross because I wasn't feeling the burn to deal with important issues, instead procrastination was setting in and numbness. LTU5 I'm not numb to the negativity of not doing what I have to do, I do have the ability to go for short term pain and acceptance for long term gain - this is extremely important to me.
I feel like up to USLM 3 I was doing incredibly but then it all just went to shit (in terms of my personal well being, my character - and not in terms of some good luck). I've gone to LTU5 because i'm hoping that with the UM, UD and other goals it will temper the narrowness and non adaptability of USLM which I experience.
also I got honest and realised I don't know jack about doing business myself; I was really fortunate to come across someone willing to coach me for free to getting my first sale online. I feel like for the first time i'm actually on a track where I can actually start something for myself for real - rather than bluster my way through getting investment for some big idea that doesn't have proper foundations. I don't even care if I make a lot of money or not the learning will be invaluable.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
