Good to see the forum back online.
Anyways, here we go..
Im now into no pmo for 8 days. It seems that when I break the streak while being on 3.3.1-D, the wall or whatever is not fully functioning anymore as the urges are there. Ill stick to nofap as the benefits are huge. No peaking online or anything. I realize also how much dopamine is targetted through this. Now, by abstincing fully from internet porn, I am literally forcing my subconscious to switch to life outside of it. Im getting way more disciplined.
Another is, I notice my mind latches unto lack, for example finances. It literally assumes the worst. Lo and behold, as I received 365 euro's from health insurance, its instantly lifted and my mood is up, like a releasing of pressure and stress.
I have my facebook flooded. People keep sending friend requests and its absurd. Old collegues pop up in my life and women give the look of "I want your seed" im radically changing. By not giving, tjeir lust increases. Im feeling it in my bones that design goals are to be attained. Holy shit.
Through discipline and basically hardmode, I realize how much stuff is there to be escaped in. Im literally rebooting now, resetting and closing off chapters. Im manifesting great habits and force myself to look within, instead of escaping in other trival stuff that doesnt benefit me at all. Ive been thinking about going straight edge. I recognize urges.
Im transmutating the energy in business, socializing, new habits, leadership development, confidence and wanting to help humanity. Yet, being selfish is okay. Something to work with/on.
I need less sleep. Like, I go to bed, wake up and ready to go. Taking cold shower, grooming myself, spending time in self development.
Im feeling like a whole different person. Urges are there, yet not giving in pmo urges is strengthening me, disciplining me. Im not surpressing like many do on no fap. I rather ignore and persist. To much time wasted. To much youth wasted. Live is vibrant and vivid. Fastfood is another unhealthy source. Recognizibg this sets me straight
Everywhere I go, women suck up to me. At work, tgings get heated and women get all bothered. All I say is being taken as a compliment. Throwing themselves at me. Randoms greet me and talking abit with them is natural. W, is no longer that attractive to me. Im getting higher standards now.
Im asked out by more and more people. If I dont turn them down I would be broke by now.
Im genuinly loving myself. I enjoy life. I realize the bs stories in my head...the GSF.
Nailbiting goes down.
Im angry at times, expressive, like a shorter fuse aswell as agressive and taking no bs/shit.
My voice is louder.
Im having new ideas for business. Im recognizing the usefullness of having a team.
Embrace your desires. Honor yourself. Dont blunt your desires for seeking approval. If you dont like something ( one friend seems to be game addict, his relationship is noticably suffering, like a vase desperately holding to irself with cheap weak tape lol ) such as videogaming, watching tv, its all waste of time to me. It can be done to have, but in a non addicted fashion.
I blew up this weekend against a friend of mine. I was done with his toxicness, his bs and manipulations. DMSI reveals insecurities, masks fall off and things get clear.
Turn your bedroom in a shrine. Clean your house, your car.
I think I caught my pheromone scent. Mixture of sweet vanilla, chocolate blend. Hard to pinpoint what it is exactly. It caught me by surprise.
Seeing challenges as fun, as a game and sheer dominating them. My masculinity comes out bigtime.
Anyways, here we go..
Im now into no pmo for 8 days. It seems that when I break the streak while being on 3.3.1-D, the wall or whatever is not fully functioning anymore as the urges are there. Ill stick to nofap as the benefits are huge. No peaking online or anything. I realize also how much dopamine is targetted through this. Now, by abstincing fully from internet porn, I am literally forcing my subconscious to switch to life outside of it. Im getting way more disciplined.
Another is, I notice my mind latches unto lack, for example finances. It literally assumes the worst. Lo and behold, as I received 365 euro's from health insurance, its instantly lifted and my mood is up, like a releasing of pressure and stress.
I have my facebook flooded. People keep sending friend requests and its absurd. Old collegues pop up in my life and women give the look of "I want your seed" im radically changing. By not giving, tjeir lust increases. Im feeling it in my bones that design goals are to be attained. Holy shit.
Through discipline and basically hardmode, I realize how much stuff is there to be escaped in. Im literally rebooting now, resetting and closing off chapters. Im manifesting great habits and force myself to look within, instead of escaping in other trival stuff that doesnt benefit me at all. Ive been thinking about going straight edge. I recognize urges.
Im transmutating the energy in business, socializing, new habits, leadership development, confidence and wanting to help humanity. Yet, being selfish is okay. Something to work with/on.
I need less sleep. Like, I go to bed, wake up and ready to go. Taking cold shower, grooming myself, spending time in self development.
Im feeling like a whole different person. Urges are there, yet not giving in pmo urges is strengthening me, disciplining me. Im not surpressing like many do on no fap. I rather ignore and persist. To much time wasted. To much youth wasted. Live is vibrant and vivid. Fastfood is another unhealthy source. Recognizibg this sets me straight
Everywhere I go, women suck up to me. At work, tgings get heated and women get all bothered. All I say is being taken as a compliment. Throwing themselves at me. Randoms greet me and talking abit with them is natural. W, is no longer that attractive to me. Im getting higher standards now.
Im asked out by more and more people. If I dont turn them down I would be broke by now.
Im genuinly loving myself. I enjoy life. I realize the bs stories in my head...the GSF.
Nailbiting goes down.
Im angry at times, expressive, like a shorter fuse aswell as agressive and taking no bs/shit.
My voice is louder.
Im having new ideas for business. Im recognizing the usefullness of having a team.
Embrace your desires. Honor yourself. Dont blunt your desires for seeking approval. If you dont like something ( one friend seems to be game addict, his relationship is noticably suffering, like a vase desperately holding to irself with cheap weak tape lol ) such as videogaming, watching tv, its all waste of time to me. It can be done to have, but in a non addicted fashion.
I blew up this weekend against a friend of mine. I was done with his toxicness, his bs and manipulations. DMSI reveals insecurities, masks fall off and things get clear.
Turn your bedroom in a shrine. Clean your house, your car.
I think I caught my pheromone scent. Mixture of sweet vanilla, chocolate blend. Hard to pinpoint what it is exactly. It caught me by surprise.
Seeing challenges as fun, as a game and sheer dominating them. My masculinity comes out bigtime.
