Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[MasterEnki]

Wow DMSI 3.2b Just made me realize MAJOR realization on what’s going on throw pack of dreams delivered right to my conscious awareness.

Even thought I had past good experience and relationships with women, there are still many blocks and these are really deep down issues of self esteem... not worthy enough... unnoticeable...along with some anxiety related problems and literally all my other problems in life goes down to my experience in school when I was really young. We speaking about 1st 2nd 3rd 4th grade of school. Wow subconscious, this is not acceptable at all and very very unrealistic to base everything and build it up Upon these experiences. How I couldn’t see all this before?

I just can’t believe I built layers and layers of experiences because of these very silly foundations in elementary school.

Seriously I was very sensitive to silly situations that I didn’t even know would have any effects at all in my life. I did not even know it was negative experiences. I built negative emotions of envy and jealousy and some Self esteem issues and the list goes on and on.....

I am literally shocked on how the subconscious mind sabotage and limit success of any kind because of some really early forgotten experiences when looking at it now it’s really really not a big deal at all infact it’s not even a deal lol.

Seriously people try to go back to your very early experiences in age 6 or 7 even 4 and 3 and you will find the answer to all your problems. Likely I am not old I still have good memories of my childhood

Anyways I literally now command you subconscious to execute DMSI fully because what’s stopping you is really unrealistic and not worth it at all.

Shannon, the way you use dreams in your subs is brilliant!

I believe that it is very likely that he parts of the self that hold these memories are themselves still at those ages and still have these memories as experiences that they are reacting to at a subconscious level, and that their understanding is still locked at that level of awareness and cognitive development and ability.

This means that to the adult awareness, these beliefs and perceptions will be preposterous, but to those parts still holding them, they make perfect sense.

I have an online mentor who said something similar about certain subconcious issues I have when i told him about the emotional pain relief and healing aid subs. He says they woukd only strengthen parts of my subconcious that were traumatized in infancy. Because those parts of my mind are still at that age and you can't just tell an infant to let go of it's trauma. Its a big part of why I stopped listening to E2 if I'm being honest.

Your mentor is wrong. There are ways to deal with all of your issues regardless of the age at which they were created. Just because your mentor doesn't know what they are does t change the fact that they exist. Quitting E2 because of that is not the smartest thing either.

I didn't just quit E2 because of that. I was starting to develop paranoia and have panic attacks and I couldn't be sure if the sub played a role in it or not. Not only was my online mentor and a lot of other people I knew saying the E2 sub probably played a role, but Ben suggested that is was something the sub was bringing up. So for my own mental well-being, I quit the sub. Although I'm beginning to think maybe it wasn't the sub. I smoked a lot of weed ar the time and I'm CONFIDENT that played a role. The paranoia and the panic attacks may have also been triggered by the friendship breakup I had recently gone through. Anyway, I'm sick of constantly switching subs. So I'ma stick out this AYP sub for maybe 8 months or less, depending on how long it takes. Then I'll look into going back on E2.

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