02-19-2019, 03:13 AM
Stage 5, Day 12:
As of yesterday, this is the most hopeful and optimistic I’ve felt about my future since 2014. I keep feeling like the keys and the path I need are finally starting to reveal themselves so that I can finally fulfill my highest potential and live my best life. There are small moments of fear and uncertainty but they’re being replaced with anticipation on what’s on the other side. I feel highly thankful for life in general, so much that even the job I detested months back is something I’ve become grateful for. I still rather work for only myself, yet I realize this is a stepping stone.
On another note, yesterday I asked for a translator to communicate with a Spanish speaking patient at my job. I must’ve asked around for at least 2 minutes straight but one coworker was on the phone while others seemed to act like they couldn’t hear me. I snapped, I didn’t yell at the top of my lungs but I instantly connected with my inner authority and my request for a translator apparently boomed so loud that the entire building heard me. What happened next was crazy, people from my department and even from other departments came rushing to the phone to help me. I finally got someone to translate so I could assist the patient but even after people saw I got help, several people came up to me and told me to call them directly if I needed their help.
As of yesterday, this is the most hopeful and optimistic I’ve felt about my future since 2014. I keep feeling like the keys and the path I need are finally starting to reveal themselves so that I can finally fulfill my highest potential and live my best life. There are small moments of fear and uncertainty but they’re being replaced with anticipation on what’s on the other side. I feel highly thankful for life in general, so much that even the job I detested months back is something I’ve become grateful for. I still rather work for only myself, yet I realize this is a stepping stone.
On another note, yesterday I asked for a translator to communicate with a Spanish speaking patient at my job. I must’ve asked around for at least 2 minutes straight but one coworker was on the phone while others seemed to act like they couldn’t hear me. I snapped, I didn’t yell at the top of my lungs but I instantly connected with my inner authority and my request for a translator apparently boomed so loud that the entire building heard me. What happened next was crazy, people from my department and even from other departments came rushing to the phone to help me. I finally got someone to translate so I could assist the patient but even after people saw I got help, several people came up to me and told me to call them directly if I needed their help.
