Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Mystic Pymp]

DMSI 3.3.1D Day 27

There are days like these when I don't want to post a repost simply because there is little to write. Still I feel like there is something, I just don't know how to explain it.

I feel so tired and hopeless and lost. I'm back in the city and to be honest leaving my parents' house leaves me directionless. There at least I can visit my father and stay with my mother. Here I meet my friends, put on the brave face and pretend everything is fine. And yet when I'm alone I find it hard to make myself useful. At this point I'm not sure how much of this is proper concern and how much is excuse not to take responsibility like I did before. Someone else's pity is one helluva drug when you come to think of it.

Still I feel like everything is going to be fine. All things seem to be slowly put themselves into the place: family-wise, job-wise, love-wise. It's so strange.