02-16-2019, 12:47 PM
Good progress overall, noticing some interesting happenings and reactions etc. etc., amazing progress on the internal front. F. in. this time around during the tour I had a very lovely, lovely responder with me through most of it (of the kind that I find myself thinking, "wow, I was losing hope that women like that actually *exist*" - especially in this biz!), who was responding lovely, and I noticed another gal who was with us (one I like very much, but to whom I am not sexually attracted) actually, I think, trying to steer the lovely responder towards romancing me, haha.
Still, some of the other morons I have to work with + my ex are still trying to make life difficult, but there's great progress in this regard, too (internally, for me, as well as externally, I think - as mentioned above in the shielding post, I can do a little energetic operation to deflect and/or transmute their negative intentions towards something more to my liking, though the barrage does seem to intensify every now and again, making it a nuisance). I *am* halfway tempted to do a little rule 4 operation that could potentially prevent them from trying to do me any sort of harm, physical, mental or otherwise, or even engage in manipulative practices behind my back as regards me, but it's a bit on the darker side, eh. Decisions, decisions.
There really is no negotiation tactic or diplomatic maneuver that works with these types of people.
Continuing tonight. Going to consider switching from 7:3 to 8:2 days on/off this week, as I was tempted to do so last time around.
Still, some of the other morons I have to work with + my ex are still trying to make life difficult, but there's great progress in this regard, too (internally, for me, as well as externally, I think - as mentioned above in the shielding post, I can do a little energetic operation to deflect and/or transmute their negative intentions towards something more to my liking, though the barrage does seem to intensify every now and again, making it a nuisance). I *am* halfway tempted to do a little rule 4 operation that could potentially prevent them from trying to do me any sort of harm, physical, mental or otherwise, or even engage in manipulative practices behind my back as regards me, but it's a bit on the darker side, eh. Decisions, decisions.
There really is no negotiation tactic or diplomatic maneuver that works with these types of people.Continuing tonight. Going to consider switching from 7:3 to 8:2 days on/off this week, as I was tempted to do so last time around.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
