02-16-2019, 08:54 AM
(02-15-2019, 09:16 AM)Kol Wrote: Im very upbeat today. I am more and more introduced to people for some reason. My psych ( with whom Im talking to process things ) asked if I had a gf. Because I was so positive. FRM is kicked into overdrive it seems. I am not surprised if more people are having this thought. Its a strong way of conveying. It gives social proif and status.
Im incredibly open, easy going. I love life. Im self amused and fear is very much absent in my intersctions. Very animated, lively, free and cutting ties with my past fully. Its no discussion anymore and im feeling bliss. Im.still aware if fear pops up rather covertly and quick to realize it/what it is. Im coming across as genuine and authentic.
Out of the blue, John told he had 3 new coworkers. They happened to be female. He coined introduction. I agreed on it, cuz why not. Socializing is fun. They happened to be pretty cute. All 3 gave puppy look eyes. Especially the darker woman. Sparkles in her eyes. The other 2 we're timid.
We introduced to eachother and I told them I would see them around. Brought up some things but the psych was very much qualifying and rather serving me leaving me free in all things and even encouraged it aswell as forget some things to add more positivity. Im clearer in my words and articulation of it.
Anyways, when I left the darker woman spoke to me as a woman speaks to a high value male. "It was nice meeting you" in a soft interested way.
Also, peoples attitudes if negative dont register much anymore. Im unaffected by them. No effort at all.
The Anti-fear mod/ frm is powerful stuff. It has kicked us all in to overdrive
