Im thinking a bit about the last few days and am going over the recent experiences with K. She is 2/3(?) Years older then me, but, im also thinking about Beg4jay, who claims to have older submissives. Im coming to the conclusion that it is perfectly possible, through display of masculinity and how women get hooked on it. Its energy dynamics. Im not foreign with this stuff.
Also, at work, the convo's we're sexual. With R, who I consider a friend also, we are open in this talk, joking, easy about it like no big deal. We share experiences and it is great. We wont hide that shit and it turns J on. Big on the sexual talk. She displayed way stronger IOIs towards me in a quirky way, very touchy, hard to not escalate and she does takes it a step further. Almost competitive like. Would tap that ass and wont hide it. Own your desires. Im also clear of what ASD would trigger which is understandable. It gives insight about why girls do so and im fine with it. Im progressing even further.
Then, with Z, she borrowed my phone a bit ( I dont care, whatever, yet there is something off about it all, im well aware of turning alpha into beta. Theyre shittests. ) Anyways, she called a friend of hers, R, and R is now msging me. Z and R basically fought over me. It now clicked. We're also sharing openly sexual topics. I joked as she was calling and her friend, R ( not the collegue ) was like "im going to message him. Z: no you dont, dont fuck him or Ill kill you ( bff banter ) im so non needy that im self amused with a big filthy grin on my face
Then, went to get some things, and its formal to show ID to the security guy.
He: looks longer, then says; 1989?
Me: yeah
He: looks at it again, looks at me and says" you look good"
Me: thank you, what age would you guess I was?
He: mumbles unintelligently
Me* walks in* flirts with the girl behind the counter* gets stuff and walks out.
Anyways, im feeling like a walking piece of meat. The attraction is high and tbh, it feels like agressive reality bending or, atleast trying to.
I feel so damn close now. Things are keep being exposed and get rid off. My body is vibrant and loaded. My eyes have a golden glow over them like in a earlier DMSI version where they became more silverish. Theyre really standing out. Glorious.
Caffeine makes me again, very fast. Total idgaf attitude, blended with sexual display and not affraid to flirt. Im executing. Matter of FRM removing enough to just effortlessly be in state, which I already feel to be relief. Its an "its so easy, why not doing it earlier" kind of thing. Trysting and being.
Aroused and agressive, wanna fuck some poon.
Also, at work, the convo's we're sexual. With R, who I consider a friend also, we are open in this talk, joking, easy about it like no big deal. We share experiences and it is great. We wont hide that shit and it turns J on. Big on the sexual talk. She displayed way stronger IOIs towards me in a quirky way, very touchy, hard to not escalate and she does takes it a step further. Almost competitive like. Would tap that ass and wont hide it. Own your desires. Im also clear of what ASD would trigger which is understandable. It gives insight about why girls do so and im fine with it. Im progressing even further.
Then, with Z, she borrowed my phone a bit ( I dont care, whatever, yet there is something off about it all, im well aware of turning alpha into beta. Theyre shittests. ) Anyways, she called a friend of hers, R, and R is now msging me. Z and R basically fought over me. It now clicked. We're also sharing openly sexual topics. I joked as she was calling and her friend, R ( not the collegue ) was like "im going to message him. Z: no you dont, dont fuck him or Ill kill you ( bff banter ) im so non needy that im self amused with a big filthy grin on my face
Then, went to get some things, and its formal to show ID to the security guy.
He: looks longer, then says; 1989?
Me: yeah
He: looks at it again, looks at me and says" you look good"
Me: thank you, what age would you guess I was?
He: mumbles unintelligently
Me* walks in* flirts with the girl behind the counter* gets stuff and walks out.
Anyways, im feeling like a walking piece of meat. The attraction is high and tbh, it feels like agressive reality bending or, atleast trying to.
I feel so damn close now. Things are keep being exposed and get rid off. My body is vibrant and loaded. My eyes have a golden glow over them like in a earlier DMSI version where they became more silverish. Theyre really standing out. Glorious.
Caffeine makes me again, very fast. Total idgaf attitude, blended with sexual display and not affraid to flirt. Im executing. Matter of FRM removing enough to just effortlessly be in state, which I already feel to be relief. Its an "its so easy, why not doing it earlier" kind of thing. Trysting and being.
Aroused and agressive, wanna fuck some poon.
