To add;
FRM "forces" me to be honest with myself, my desires aswell. Through the day I felt aroused ( in my mind my crotch area lights up with a red dot ) and im getting used to it. Appreciating it. Getting comfortable with it.
FRM also causes me to suddenly get it ( the fear ) and owning it up.
Quick edit: porn is dead, atleast, im having still urges for whatever reason. Its scarcity. Why watch porn when you have gfs taking care of your desires? Anyway, now watching porn with a girl is coming up. I know some girls who find it hot. Another is, when C was younger and had this vacation house, she told she wanted to have guys over to re-enact scenes and having basically an orgy.
Porn also causes an unablety for me to genuine seduce instead of running against a (mental ) wall. Like, the image in my head dominates like a blockage.
FRM "forces" me to be honest with myself, my desires aswell. Through the day I felt aroused ( in my mind my crotch area lights up with a red dot ) and im getting used to it. Appreciating it. Getting comfortable with it.
FRM also causes me to suddenly get it ( the fear ) and owning it up.
Quick edit: porn is dead, atleast, im having still urges for whatever reason. Its scarcity. Why watch porn when you have gfs taking care of your desires? Anyway, now watching porn with a girl is coming up. I know some girls who find it hot. Another is, when C was younger and had this vacation house, she told she wanted to have guys over to re-enact scenes and having basically an orgy.
Porn also causes an unablety for me to genuine seduce instead of running against a (mental ) wall. Like, the image in my head dominates like a blockage.
