02-07-2019, 12:11 PM
DMSI 3.3.1D Day 16
I think I've finally came to the point when I don't need to force myself to listen to DMSI. Instead I feel like it gives me sense of assurance and confidence I was getting from 3.3.
However things are still bad. Even beside my dad's health I feel so useless right now. I cannot concentrate on anything and I feel guilty I'm not doing any useful work. I wish I could just focus on something and stop worrying.
I think I've finally came to the point when I don't need to force myself to listen to DMSI. Instead I feel like it gives me sense of assurance and confidence I was getting from 3.3.
However things are still bad. Even beside my dad's health I feel so useless right now. I cannot concentrate on anything and I feel guilty I'm not doing any useful work. I wish I could just focus on something and stop worrying.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
