02-06-2019, 07:03 AM
Stage 5, Day 1:
Right before I started Stage 5 at midnight I began feeling depressed. It's a feeling of sadness I can't really seem to shake but it's not effecting my ability to function in any way. It's just a feeling I have that's like a ball of energy stuck in my heart center. As if there's an inner child that's asking for love and/or protection.
I have two theories about this. The final day of stage 4 hit some type of nerve, and my decision to stick with BASE all the way through triggered my subconscious to try a new sabotage tactic, to get me to stop so that it won't have to go through any changes that scare or discomfort it. The second theory is that it's TID from LTU 4 and there's an issue that's being brought to the forefront that I may not be ready to deal with yet, since I can't even identify the source of this sadness.
Either way I'm pushing forward and with full speed. I already have my subliminal roadmap plotted out through December 2020. It's subject to change as always but after BASE, I'll begin LTU 4.0 soon after and do a two 3-month block (6 months of use). So long as I feel I've gotten what I need from it, and the programming feels like it'll stick with me long-term or permanently, I'll start UMS the beginning of 2020 and stick with it for the whole year.
Depending on how things are after this, I'll either use the most current version of BASE or an Alpha Male program. Of course; there's also the auric shielding or universal healing programs that may be out by then, not to mention there are plenty other subs I want to use. It all depends on where I'm at and what my priorities are of course, that will determine what I do starting the year 2021. I probably won't be done using subs for about another 10-15 years at this rate.
Right before I started Stage 5 at midnight I began feeling depressed. It's a feeling of sadness I can't really seem to shake but it's not effecting my ability to function in any way. It's just a feeling I have that's like a ball of energy stuck in my heart center. As if there's an inner child that's asking for love and/or protection.
I have two theories about this. The final day of stage 4 hit some type of nerve, and my decision to stick with BASE all the way through triggered my subconscious to try a new sabotage tactic, to get me to stop so that it won't have to go through any changes that scare or discomfort it. The second theory is that it's TID from LTU 4 and there's an issue that's being brought to the forefront that I may not be ready to deal with yet, since I can't even identify the source of this sadness.
Either way I'm pushing forward and with full speed. I already have my subliminal roadmap plotted out through December 2020. It's subject to change as always but after BASE, I'll begin LTU 4.0 soon after and do a two 3-month block (6 months of use). So long as I feel I've gotten what I need from it, and the programming feels like it'll stick with me long-term or permanently, I'll start UMS the beginning of 2020 and stick with it for the whole year.
Depending on how things are after this, I'll either use the most current version of BASE or an Alpha Male program. Of course; there's also the auric shielding or universal healing programs that may be out by then, not to mention there are plenty other subs I want to use. It all depends on where I'm at and what my priorities are of course, that will determine what I do starting the year 2021. I probably won't be done using subs for about another 10-15 years at this rate.
