02-01-2019, 03:31 AM
DMSI 3.3.1D Day 10
I decided to err on the side of caution and take the 3 day break. Tomorrow I'll start the next week and I'll keep you posted.
On the 8th day I felt very good. I felt almost as strong and optimistic as with 3.3. I contributed it to the "bloom" effect, subconscious being able to execute without being nagged by the subliminal.
Yesterday was weard though. First of all I wanted to do a lot of work and it didn't do too well. At moment I felt dumb, like my IQ fell down 50 points, I was disorganized and couldn't focus. Then I met my female friend (the one sending me boob pictures) and we went for a quick beer. I usually take beer just fine, but this one made me feel almost sick. Lastly I went back to my parents for the weekend and I learned that my father went to the hospital. Some minor problems with his guts but may turn out to be more serious. Of course he was too proud to inform me and I was told only when I arrived.
I'm gonna stay at my parents' for the weekend, help them out (especially my mother sitting alone in the house and being scared shitless for my father) as I can. I hope all will turn out well.
I decided to err on the side of caution and take the 3 day break. Tomorrow I'll start the next week and I'll keep you posted.
On the 8th day I felt very good. I felt almost as strong and optimistic as with 3.3. I contributed it to the "bloom" effect, subconscious being able to execute without being nagged by the subliminal.
Yesterday was weard though. First of all I wanted to do a lot of work and it didn't do too well. At moment I felt dumb, like my IQ fell down 50 points, I was disorganized and couldn't focus. Then I met my female friend (the one sending me boob pictures) and we went for a quick beer. I usually take beer just fine, but this one made me feel almost sick. Lastly I went back to my parents for the weekend and I learned that my father went to the hospital. Some minor problems with his guts but may turn out to be more serious. Of course he was too proud to inform me and I was told only when I arrived.
I'm gonna stay at my parents' for the weekend, help them out (especially my mother sitting alone in the house and being scared shitless for my father) as I can. I hope all will turn out well.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
