Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Shannon,

FRM 4.4 is too strong,

No, it's either not strong enough or just strong enough.

I can't hear to 8 hours straight of 3.3.1 because it's physically impossible for my body to stay in front of the computer and hear it without having the urge to run away of the room. Usually it happens at loop 5 or 6.

What? Impossible? I don't know what that word means. It's not impossible - "fearful you" just really, REALLY don't want to do it.

Also way more taxing on the energy lvl I tried playing piano and having DMSI "on" in the background and couldn't play my fav pieces.

On the other hand I'm banging hard every night ...

What is taxing your energy level is the internal conflict that is going on as FRM attempts to accomplish it's goals, and some part or parts of you fight that. So you fighting yourself trying to execute and not execute at the same time is what's eating up all that energy.

When you say you're banging hard every night, is that banging out the loops of DMSI, or banging out the girls?