Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Shannon]

DMSI 3.3.1D Day 7

I'll bo going for the mandatory 3 days long break tomorrow.

For the first time since starting 3.3.1 I start feeling optimistic. Still I feel like the resistance is the strongest it's been the entire week. I feel tired even though I had plenty of sleep and I ate well. My motivation to work is lacking, not enough so that I will suffer for that down the line but I feel like I should and could have done more. I still feel confused at times, not knowing what should I do with my time. However I know that all of this is not the status quo and I'm sure things will get better with time as I'm using DMSI for a longer time.

Also my NoFap went down to the drains, although interestingly porn is no longer as attractive to me as it was before. It's not that it became repulsive, it became... boring. Simply less interesting and engaging than it used to. I sincerely hope that this one change of perspective will last!

Oh, and I have this thought telling me I should listen to DMSI even through the break. Well, Shannon told we should do 7 on and 3 off and I'll stick to that!

In this case, I would like to see what happens when you listen to that voice telling you to keep going. I don't think it's an effort to escape. Go ahead and listen to it. See what happens if you let it guide you on when to take a break and for how long.