01-29-2019, 08:41 AM
Day 4
Hellbent on execution. I can feel my desire burning inside, yet, its like still being in chains for some reason. Im asking loads of whys and its funny as I literally have to stop, slow down, invedtigate. Almost some time slow down amidst everything else. I feel now the energy around my dick fire up as I write this. Im also very sleepy and having an headache, reminding me of my am6 days.
I genuinly feel I have already everything I want. Goals are set and its okay to have a harem as a goal. Financial such as having an amount of money in mind as a goal fills me with knowing. Really enjoyable.
Anyways,
Financial goals. I realize its possible ( I knew that ) and reminding myself about them. Set a money goal and its intially a done deal. Just dial in on the wavelength/am/fm from hereon ideas to create, such as visionboards and the such are next up. Flesh out. Trust it yet keep working on it.
Another girl contacted me out of the blue on instsgram. Talking bout how she has to leave soon ( oh so smooth lol I see you ) and how he isnt allowed to see with whom she talks. Eh...sucks to be him?
Drove home and suddenly had the thought of stamina training. Again, my root chakrs fired up. Im already moving on, shedding new layers ( chakra irks me,, way bigger shit in store tho..)
Im realizing and recognizing more fears. To timid at times for my taste, still choking/mind blank. Weak frame around the most trival things. Im already figuring out trust plays a role aswell as fears being unwinding.
Z is more foreward with her wanting me. She literally told me "make me" right amidst on work. One of my visualisations ( not forcing them, they come to me/surface ) is to be a ceo guy who is flawlessly seductive, unhindred and unfiltered, open in all of his sexuality and oozing it. DMSI is perfect for this. I feel it coming together. Have it soaked in every inch of your body to be open, receptive and knowing I have options. Some hit vixen might just walk in because of this attitude.
E is way more touchy with me and am at times toying with her..keep the temperature up..keep her hot and bothered.
Im seeing how some things stand in the way of manifestation. I noticed while driving home, I suddenly knew I had a golden watch sround my wrist and recognized how something was amidst it. Bs beliefs were in the way. Like a shut door/mountain being stuck.
My subconscious seems to cry out for execution. Or, atleast..my core? Centre? Huge amount of power there.
As FRM is doing its thing and fears are removed, im getting noticable more fluid in my frames. Im unafrsid to escalate, to play with her, to have total exchange and ddlg dynamics. Im unafraid to play the "kneel, hands behind your back" etc for example. I give the right e.c and the result is swooooon. This is just the beginning tho.
When Im drawing, with improving my skills and being "in the moment" Im noticing im magnifying. Heat radiates, all flow smoothly.
Im having flashes of L who I fucked while running am6. Boring was the word that popped up. Just boring, no connection, plain old starfish. She was initiating to an extent, yet...I had higher expectations.
With other girls im having flashbacks/memories spurting up. Like with K, who I havent seen in a very long time.
In the end I sse myself as an highly sexual guy right now, sex being abundantly and living a very boss like lifestyle.
Run your life like a ceo and welcone sex flawlessly. Its like breathing.
Hellbent on execution. I can feel my desire burning inside, yet, its like still being in chains for some reason. Im asking loads of whys and its funny as I literally have to stop, slow down, invedtigate. Almost some time slow down amidst everything else. I feel now the energy around my dick fire up as I write this. Im also very sleepy and having an headache, reminding me of my am6 days.
I genuinly feel I have already everything I want. Goals are set and its okay to have a harem as a goal. Financial such as having an amount of money in mind as a goal fills me with knowing. Really enjoyable.
Anyways,
Financial goals. I realize its possible ( I knew that ) and reminding myself about them. Set a money goal and its intially a done deal. Just dial in on the wavelength/am/fm from hereon ideas to create, such as visionboards and the such are next up. Flesh out. Trust it yet keep working on it.
Another girl contacted me out of the blue on instsgram. Talking bout how she has to leave soon ( oh so smooth lol I see you ) and how he isnt allowed to see with whom she talks. Eh...sucks to be him?
Drove home and suddenly had the thought of stamina training. Again, my root chakrs fired up. Im already moving on, shedding new layers ( chakra irks me,, way bigger shit in store tho..)
Im realizing and recognizing more fears. To timid at times for my taste, still choking/mind blank. Weak frame around the most trival things. Im already figuring out trust plays a role aswell as fears being unwinding.
Z is more foreward with her wanting me. She literally told me "make me" right amidst on work. One of my visualisations ( not forcing them, they come to me/surface ) is to be a ceo guy who is flawlessly seductive, unhindred and unfiltered, open in all of his sexuality and oozing it. DMSI is perfect for this. I feel it coming together. Have it soaked in every inch of your body to be open, receptive and knowing I have options. Some hit vixen might just walk in because of this attitude.
E is way more touchy with me and am at times toying with her..keep the temperature up..keep her hot and bothered.
Im seeing how some things stand in the way of manifestation. I noticed while driving home, I suddenly knew I had a golden watch sround my wrist and recognized how something was amidst it. Bs beliefs were in the way. Like a shut door/mountain being stuck.
My subconscious seems to cry out for execution. Or, atleast..my core? Centre? Huge amount of power there.
As FRM is doing its thing and fears are removed, im getting noticable more fluid in my frames. Im unafrsid to escalate, to play with her, to have total exchange and ddlg dynamics. Im unafraid to play the "kneel, hands behind your back" etc for example. I give the right e.c and the result is swooooon. This is just the beginning tho.
When Im drawing, with improving my skills and being "in the moment" Im noticing im magnifying. Heat radiates, all flow smoothly.
Im having flashes of L who I fucked while running am6. Boring was the word that popped up. Just boring, no connection, plain old starfish. She was initiating to an extent, yet...I had higher expectations.
With other girls im having flashbacks/memories spurting up. Like with K, who I havent seen in a very long time.
In the end I sse myself as an highly sexual guy right now, sex being abundantly and living a very boss like lifestyle.
Run your life like a ceo and welcone sex flawlessly. Its like breathing.
