04-30-2012, 06:54 PM
OK, now this is just getting to be almost too much to believe... only its actually happening! I know that this is how I'm going to be from now on, but it just so strange for me to truly not care about what I eat or when I eat it. Today was monumental- I ordered one slice of pizza for lunch and ate about half, then decided I didn't want the rest. That alone was amazing, but what happened NEXT was unbelievable- i threw it away! ME. I never ever ever waste food, and have used that old phrase about "gotta clean your plate" as an excuse to over-stuff myself on many occasions. I have NEVER taken food that I truly think is delicious when i still have room left and thrown it away! I still can't believe I did that, but at the time it was like no big deal... I was still feeling small amounts of hunger, but I was satisfied with what I'd eaten and just didn't want the rest. CRAZY!
I also want to report some serious changes on the scale itself... Last week I lost about 5-6 pounds. Yesterday I weighed myself and the scale said 333 pounds. TODAY I weighed myself and it kept going back and forth between 328 and 329... at least four pounds gone in one DAY! Is this actually happening? Is this OKAY? Obviously I wont keep losing at such a rate, but wow!
I am just almost without words here... and that, for me, is rare! I don't know that there are words descriptive enough to capture my excitement and joy to finally not just want or think but KNOW that I will succeed. I truly believe it, and I am so thankful that you created this program, Shannon.
Its funny, because I thought it was working pretty well at the beginning... but that was nothing! I do remember that I'd been having really strong cravings for "bad food" and was giving in to them a few times, and it was getting worse... and then BAM, all of the sudden I just stopped caring/thinking about food. Looking back on it, I bet that what happened was I was getting close to a breakthrough so that stubborn subconscious of mine started resisting harder and harder... until POW, down that wall smashed. What do you think, Shannon? Would you agree that that is likely what happened?
I just can't say enough how I excited (and confused, amazed, ecstatic!) I am that this is happening. This program is my hero! Actually, its creator is... I thank you for putting up with my crap for the many years it took you to make this, Shannon! I'm going to have to start saving up now for the ginormous seafood sushi smorgashboard feast I buy you as thanks! Heheheheh... seriously, though. THank you. I look forward to the rest of the journey...
I also want to report some serious changes on the scale itself... Last week I lost about 5-6 pounds. Yesterday I weighed myself and the scale said 333 pounds. TODAY I weighed myself and it kept going back and forth between 328 and 329... at least four pounds gone in one DAY! Is this actually happening? Is this OKAY? Obviously I wont keep losing at such a rate, but wow!
I am just almost without words here... and that, for me, is rare! I don't know that there are words descriptive enough to capture my excitement and joy to finally not just want or think but KNOW that I will succeed. I truly believe it, and I am so thankful that you created this program, Shannon.
Its funny, because I thought it was working pretty well at the beginning... but that was nothing! I do remember that I'd been having really strong cravings for "bad food" and was giving in to them a few times, and it was getting worse... and then BAM, all of the sudden I just stopped caring/thinking about food. Looking back on it, I bet that what happened was I was getting close to a breakthrough so that stubborn subconscious of mine started resisting harder and harder... until POW, down that wall smashed. What do you think, Shannon? Would you agree that that is likely what happened?
I just can't say enough how I excited (and confused, amazed, ecstatic!) I am that this is happening. This program is my hero! Actually, its creator is... I thank you for putting up with my crap for the many years it took you to make this, Shannon! I'm going to have to start saving up now for the ginormous seafood sushi smorgashboard feast I buy you as thanks! Heheheheh... seriously, though. THank you. I look forward to the rest of the journey...
