Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[DarthXedonias]

When did you decide to run and hide from DMSI? Have you tried 3.3.1 yet?

If I can get LTU balanced correctly, it will hit you like a tornado. It will be simultaneously doing a massive job of H&C and motivating you to succeed and act and detox and all kinds of other things at the same time. It may be something that you can be active and effective through, and it may take some time to get to that point; I don't know yet. I also still don't know how to make the OP title play nice, although I should be very close to finishing that. OE directs you to achieve the goals of the program, not your conscious goals.

Tell me more about why you aren't doing DMSI.

Oh, I'm still running DMSI and I haven't missed a day yet. I won't go into too much detail but I know for a fact that this version of FRM is the turning point for me where change can actually happen. Lets just say I had an event happen while I was listening earlier where a part of me finally got tired of being in control of everything and it finally just let go. That is the best way I can put it in an expedient way without going into Journal level details (which I will later after I sleep, i'm too tired at the moment). Anyway, it just let go and is just willing to let the sub do what it will. I am noticing slight changes after I wake up as well to my mentality little by little as well. Sorry, if I haven't reported yet but wanted to at least wait a week before hand. Also, btw no porn used since I've started the sub either even though it has gone through my mind every once in a while but to no affect.

As for asking about LTU that had more to do with my studying at the moment.. which still hasn't gone anywhere currently. I will give a better write up when I wake up though I haven't slept all night.