Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Mystic Pymp]

DMSI 3.3.1D Day 6

Or this version is making progress that your subconscious can't fight, so it's getting depressed at the imminent and inevitable changes that are coming, and happening, if you keep going.

I know Shannon, and as I'm saying I'm not quitting. If anything the fact that I'm getting slowly better makes my resolve even stronger. I'm slowly getting used to the new version. I'd just wish I had a smooth ride and results like I had with 3.3. That being said my habits from 3.3 hold, but mostly because those are habits, not because I want to improve myself with them.

I'm having strange dreams recently. Today for example I was dreaming about my ex, she was telling me how bitter she is because I don't love her or something. To make her feel better I kissed her and that was such a forced and unemotional kiss that I felt empty and ashamed inside.