01-27-2019, 07:10 PM
I'm debating if I want to run LTU when it comes out or do another run of AM6. I've been doing some thinking and what I really need right now is a shotgun approach that's gonna change me. There are a lot of good qualities to me, but there are some passive, fearful, people pleasing ones as well that I've become far too attached to. More now than ever I want to redefine myself. In the past I always felt like wanting to change things about myself was being inauthentic somehow. So I held onto more limiting beliefs as an identity.
Basically I don't want to be timid anymore, I don't want to feel anxiety or fear around people, I don't want to be someone that people can walk all over. When needed I can stand up for myself, but I want other people to know I'm not a target.
Maybe running LTU then am6 would be a good option. My only reluctance to running am6 is no frm. Lately I've had good progress, but it's hard to tell how much of that is my growth vs the subliminals being optimized in the best way possible. So I "get" execution now, but I wonder if I'll sort of forget if I run am6 and have trouble again.
Basically I don't want to be timid anymore, I don't want to feel anxiety or fear around people, I don't want to be someone that people can walk all over. When needed I can stand up for myself, but I want other people to know I'm not a target.
Maybe running LTU then am6 would be a good option. My only reluctance to running am6 is no frm. Lately I've had good progress, but it's hard to tell how much of that is my growth vs the subliminals being optimized in the best way possible. So I "get" execution now, but I wonder if I'll sort of forget if I run am6 and have trouble again.
INFP
