01-27-2019, 04:45 AM
Yeah something definitely knocked loose there. If I get upset over my circumstances in life it's my doing. If I don't have enough time to make music it's because I don't make time and I procrastinate. If my job feels unfulfilling, nobody is forcing me to stay there.
More and more this feels like TID from ltu. Which makes me really excited to run it. Like I said, one of my biggest sticking points is having issues with criticism and not being more assertive when it comes to my self destructive ways.
Since my last post I've cooled off a bit. Getting angry at myself doesn't help. The only thing that helps is actually changing my behavior. I can be understanding and stop beating myself up over it, but at the same time take a stronger stance to no longer engage in things that decrease my quality of life.
More and more this feels like TID from ltu. Which makes me really excited to run it. Like I said, one of my biggest sticking points is having issues with criticism and not being more assertive when it comes to my self destructive ways.
Since my last post I've cooled off a bit. Getting angry at myself doesn't help. The only thing that helps is actually changing my behavior. I can be understanding and stop beating myself up over it, but at the same time take a stronger stance to no longer engage in things that decrease my quality of life.
INFP
