01-16-2019, 08:37 PM
I feel that I'm getting a breakthrough. I felt the morphine drip at the gym while working out in a very powerful way yesterday. As soon as I stepped into the gym, a brunette who was with a personal trainer was checking me out from the treadmill. Throughout the night she made repeated eye contact with me. At the end of my workout, I headed to the change room and when I came out she was already at the exit talking to the trainer. I'm putting on my street shoes and my coat. As I head out, she cuts short her convo and puts on her coat and follows me as I'm heading to the grocery store. She's behind me and I can hear her talking to someone on her cell. In the store, i lose track of her and after paying I head to my car. I start the car and I'm about to drive away when she walks right in front of the car looks briefly in my direction and beams the cutest genuine smile I've seen in awhile and heads to her car.
Today at work in the kitchen I'm making my diner. A colleague of mine J walks in and comments on my food. I walk out and head to my office, she's right behind me and asks all kinds of questions. She's good looking and has a very nice facial features. However, she's not someone who I've been particularly attracted to, until now. As we're talking I can feel this attraction building up and I'm getting really turned on. I'm certain that she also felt something as well as she started to stutter. We're alone in the hallway and eventually we ran out of things to say and there's this awkward moment when there's this tension between us with her having this look on her face pleading for me to take this further. Had I wanted to, I'm almost certain that i could have made out with her right there. I've seen that look from other women that I've dated before. Considering that we have policies at work forbidding fraternization between colleagues it would have been too much of a risk to venture in that direction. Unfortunately, I wished her good night and headed to my office to eat.
On another note, I validated my 4 lottery tickets from the last draw snd 3 of them were winners. Minor prizes mind you but a good week overall. I'm starting my 2 day break tonight.
Today at work in the kitchen I'm making my diner. A colleague of mine J walks in and comments on my food. I walk out and head to my office, she's right behind me and asks all kinds of questions. She's good looking and has a very nice facial features. However, she's not someone who I've been particularly attracted to, until now. As we're talking I can feel this attraction building up and I'm getting really turned on. I'm certain that she also felt something as well as she started to stutter. We're alone in the hallway and eventually we ran out of things to say and there's this awkward moment when there's this tension between us with her having this look on her face pleading for me to take this further. Had I wanted to, I'm almost certain that i could have made out with her right there. I've seen that look from other women that I've dated before. Considering that we have policies at work forbidding fraternization between colleagues it would have been too much of a risk to venture in that direction. Unfortunately, I wished her good night and headed to my office to eat.
On another note, I validated my 4 lottery tickets from the last draw snd 3 of them were winners. Minor prizes mind you but a good week overall. I'm starting my 2 day break tonight.
INTJ
